Talk is cheap, but Talk Cock cheaper

2009-03-02T02:43:00.000+08:00

http://last3steps.livejournal.com/

Run baby run

2009-02-18T17:00:00.010+08:00

Edited on Sat Feb 21,2009

Totally heart the feeling of getting wasted everyday,
but when I come home it's like putting a full stop to all my fun.

(Kay, I totally edited this part out)

Sigh..

Anyway, on a random note, Left 4 dead damn fun.
Anybody can just date me out to play L4D (Play until don't go home also can)

I love you, but you're sucha a motherfucker pain in my ass,
GND

2009-02-15T02:08:00.002+08:00

My com crashed & my world's so fuck up now.

Goodbye

2009-02-08T11:40:00.003+08:00

HIGH BYE (:

WELCOME TO MY FRIENDLY LITTLE BLOG ^^^ (WAH COOL, MY SMILEY GOT 3 EYES)

I FEEL SO WASTED FOR THE WHOLE WEEK ALREADY.
LIKE REALLY WASTED LEH, I WANNA CHOKE ON MY SHIT & DIE

THEN EAT & DIE AGAIN.

DIET FAILED
I FAILED
HE FAILED
ME FAILED

SIGH.

IF ONE DAY I TURN INTO A PIECE OF DABIAN, WILL YOU STILL WANNA ME?

HA HA HA HA HA

THAT GIRL IS SO DANGEROUS, I'VE SEEN HER TYPE BEFORE~~~~~~~~~~ (OPPZ)

KAY RANDOM POST AGAIN, I'M DUPER SUPER VERY LAZY TO GO OUT LEH.
HOW??????

& I DON'T REALLY LIKEZ MY DAD THIS FEW DAYS, HE'S LIKE A DABIAN IN MY ARSEHOLE.

SIGH, WHY MUST HUMAN BE SO SUPERFICIAL?!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH BEING FAT & UGLY. WAHLAO..................
WHY MUST GOD PRODUCE UGLY & GOODLOOKING PEEEPS!
CANNOT HAVE ALL GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE MEH.

FUX LAH, I REALLY WANNA EAT MY SHIT & CHOKE & DIE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

THIS FEW DAYS KEEP CALLING PEOPLE TO EAT MY SHIT!

"Shut the fuck up, Eat my shit"
"Eat my shit now"
"Fucking eat my shit"
"I say eat my shit now"

HAHAHAHAHAHA, I DAMN CRUDE SIOLZ, STILL DARE TO GO AROUND SAYING I'M GIRL-NEXT-DOOR
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BUAYTAHAN MYSELF ALREADY.

GOODBYE.
ONE PIX UP FIRST

(alot more pending.....)

2009-02-07T01:18:00.003+08:00

Kay, I just came home, very tired, Going to sleep in 5 mins time so I need to make this post damn short.
I woke up at freaking 7am in the morning & went jogging, nearly died because I was so outta breath

:(

Ate One Whole Packet of carrot cake like 30 mins after jogging. I swear it was like damn shiok, but I felt like slapping myself & pulling my breasts apart when I realised that it was a GRAVE mistake to eat CARROT CAKE. (Not the squarish carrot cake fyi)

:(

Was so proud of myself because I didn't fall asleep while watching the hongkong drama, stayed up for the whole morning because I know if I sleep, I'll surely be damn late to meet people.

:)

Went for like a job interview at raffles city, but the queue was freaking long until you can't see the first person at all. The queue is like a snake & ladder! lol, so now still jobless

:(

Went to makan at QiJi, but I only at pohpiah & tea with milk while the little fucker ATE LAKSA &&&&&& TEMPTED ME LIKE FREAKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But, I exercised good self control today ( HAHAHA I know I'm damn determined right! So proud of myself)

:)

Saw like someone which I don't wanna & embarrasssed to face.

:(

Walked around aimlessly & took alot of photos & lastly we CHILLED out at Starfux yo. Funny shit, love spending quality time like this with the right company.

:)

Went to meet jil for gambling session along with Jas & dee, didn't win much in mahjong but still I'm the overall winner I guess?

:)

:( + :( + :) + :( + :) + :( + :) + :) = NEUTRAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, but I'm super hungry like I can like eat down a cow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO I MUZ NOT EAT ANYMORE BECAUSE IT'S TOO MUCH FOR A DAY!!!!!!!!!!
I'M GONNA HIDE UNDER MY BLANKETS NOW & USE A HAMMER TO K.O MYSELF.

Goodbye,

THE BIGGEST BLOW IN MY LIFE

2009-02-06T00:47:00.003+08:00

OKAY
I'M GOING ON DIET, LIKE SERIOUSLY, MARK MY WORDS.
I'M FUCKING GOING ON DIET.
REVERTING BACK TO 3 MEALS A DAY ALRIGHT

JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP IF YOU THINK THAT I'M NOT FAT KAY.
BECAUSE I'M REALY PUTTING ON WEIGHT LIKE FUCKING FAST. LIKE FUCKING FAST KAY. LIKE FUCKING FUCKING FAST.

UGLY ME, FAT ME, I HATE THE WORLD. I HATE SKINNY & PRETTY PEOPLE JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY WORLD.

I WANNA CRY BECAUSE I FEEL SO FAT & UGLY LIKE OH MY GOD, MY MOM JUST COMMENTED ON MY PRETTIER SHORTER HAIR NOW BUT I FEEL SO UGLY

I LOOK SO FAT IN PHOTOS, I LOOK FAT IN EVERY SINGLE REFLECTION I SEE ON THE STREETS, THE ONLY TIME I LOOK SKINNY IS WHEN I LOOK INTO MY HOUSE MIRRORS.

TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH IT.
LIKE SERIOUSLY, I WANNA GO ON A DIET.
I'M SO AFRAID TO WEIGH MYSELF.

LET ME DIE

BYEBYE.
(NOT MEANT TO BE AN OFFENSIVE POST BUT I'M REALLY DAMN DEPRESS NOW)

2009-02-05T15:02:00.003+08:00

I have like a train of thoughts running through my mind now, but I don't know where do I start from,

Kay, I don't like how I'm wasting my time away during the months of holiday doing nothing productive at all.
Wake up > Out > Sleep
Can someone give me a better idea of spending the long holidays more interesting?!

I've not been getting any income because I'm not working & my Mother keeps nagging at me every single peanuts day to get a job. Oh my Oh my Oh my, I don't know what the fuck I want because I don't really feel like getting a job & I don't wanna waste my time either. Contradicting right? Dig that........................ Argh!

I'm missing out in alot of things in life. Seriously, I may have done alot of things, but there's one certain thing that I'd missed out in life. :(

Valentines day coming! Woohoo! (Okay not that a big deal because this day has nv served any special significance to me since the day I was born)

I'm spending alot of money again! Who gives me the right to spend so much money when my family is just a average average average income holder? Oh my oh my oh my, somehow I feel that I need to do something about it, but nothing is coming outta it. (Do you get the drift?!)

I resisted the GREAT temptation to eat supper outside ytd, but when I came home, I gulped down a can of red bull. Lol! Can someone tell me redbull's not fattening? :)

I've never been mean to someone in my whole life before, I have never scolded someone with mean words face to face & really mean it before but I almost did it 2 nights ago. ALMOST. Sigh, thank god I didn't.

Alot people told me I can do without love when I whined to them "WHY I NO BOYFRIEND!" (When it comes to midnight, I feel very lonely you know. Hheheehe, but for fun kay)

Anyway, I dreamt of myself dating with the Main actor in boys before flowers. In the dream he's freaking tall & I look so cute standing beside him. HOHOHOHOHOHOHO.. (okay whatever) Been so long since I have this kinda craze over someone..

Goodbye, I'm so tired & down suddenly.. Am missing alot of people :(

I run a million miles just to hear you say my name,

2009-02-04T16:24:00.006+08:00

All it takes to change your mood is just a Simple love song.

How about giving your entire heart to me sounds?
Am waiting, waiting for that particular you to step into my lovely world.
Kewlz boy

Love you blogger for letting me have a space to type really random stuffs. <3

Goodbye, why is it raining again :(

(Why is it that when I press NEXT on Itunes, it's always sad songs///)

1 2 3 Poof!

2009-02-04T15:53:00.003+08:00

Dan : Hello, Where are you!
Me : Home loh
Dan : Don't fake! Later come down for supper, I treat you eat your fav food. haahahaha
Me : Really at home lah faggot, don't wanna come downnnnnnnnnnnn, I wanna stay at home watch my boys before flowers! Damn nice I tell you, you will become a gay after you watch it!

Loving random days like this when the weather is so random, (duper big raindrops just fell from the sky randomly when it's still so sunny?!) I'm feeling so random too! *Shez, I'm always very random what. Hahahahaha!
Oh my god, but I'm like currently hooked onto Boys before flowers a korean drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(see, random again)

You know it's like everytime when I got myself hooked onto a drama, I cannot resist the temptation of watching it, I'll just stay infront of the bloody com & even when I'm super urgent or whatever, I'll dash to the toilet & faster come back plug my earpiece back into my ears & press PLAY! Hahaha! Okay, I have like a random fact about myself, & that is when I'm watching dramas, I will always imagine myself as the lead actress inside! This is somehow because I feel exactly like how they felt in the drama when acting as their own role. (Oh my, do you get me? I have like terrible sentence structuring skills) Hahah! But seriously, I'll cry everytime I watch a love drama........................... Damn drama mama right, I know lah. Haha!

So yeah, from the conver above you will know that I'm stucked at home for the whole of ytd watching Boys before flowers! Luckily it's only uploaded until epi 10 if not.... I think I'll continue to stay at home until I finished watching it!

(Boys before flowers link!) http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/

It's a must watch because 95% of the guys in there freaking oh my god handsomez!

P/S : Sorry for not replying to any of yours texts until you called me. Sorry sorry, my bad :)

(Okay, the rain stop already! Random right!?)

I AM GOING JOGGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-02T18:06:00.004+08:00

Hi! OKAY! I just came home like close to 2 hours ago & I'm so fucking proud of myself because I didn't like just fall onto my bed like what I always do after spending a night outside! Kay, this time is so so so different because I'm going to dry my hair now & go jogging with my dad! Sounds cool huh! I know for sure that I won't really jog at all because I'm like starting to feel so tired! HAHAHAHA! But I really damn fat leh, I cannot tahan already.....

:(
(I'm uploading like 1/3 photos into photobucket so like when I'm back I'll just post it up!)

Goody bye bye!
**********EDIT BITCH**********
Haji with Rachael, (damn overdue) haha!

(Omg! Fuckface alert!)

(I don't know what the fuck am I trying to do here) LOL!

(Ahlianz ishx Muiizx)

Play!

(Haha! Omg, GhoSTTTTttTTT)

Random day, can't really remember man!

Jackie have lovebite! OH MY OH MY OH MY!

(This is blur but I love it!)

(I'll give you 10bux if you just ignore my damn face, TyTy)

Okay, I'll stop here! I'm freaking smelly from jogging just now. Woohoo! Felt lighter after jogging but became so complacent that I finished another small tin of Pineapple biscuits! WTFFFF! Tadanggg! I got back the calories in split secs....................... :(

WHY AM I SUCH A GLUTTON.
:'(

(actually there should be like 10 over more piz but... Photobucket crashed HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
Okay, so like goodbye again,
WORLD PEACE PEOPLE!

~~Please see~~ Don't see : I wanna shed like 5 Kilos & have long silky thick hair, I wanna be meinu! Oh my God, I really wanna be meinu! Please don't laugh at me, I will be so bloody hurt... :'(

2009-02-01T01:15:00.003+08:00

I plucked out all my extensions, I lost alot of hair, I look very weird now.
I wanna cry.
Buai

Sway with me

2009-01-31T18:38:00.002+08:00

I'm having steamboat again tonight, I better go bathe now if not I won't feel like bathing when I'm gambling later on!
Hahahahahaha!

(Loads of pictures, but I'm really lazy to upload them)

Goodbye!

2009-01-31T02:44:00.003+08:00

sworn off blue lips
kiss them warm
with love comes deep dark red
and paper cuts

I'm so tired now, my shoulders felt really sore(sour), I think if ker's not going to call me in the next 15 mins, I will just doze off right infront of the computer crashing onto my keyboard.

I wanna keep fit.(Haha random much)

When was the last time I met a new guy? Haha kewlz, keep it going,

I broke my 2009 resolution, Sigh..

Random post, random thoughts, random me.

I love the world, Peace out, Goodbye.
:)

2009-01-30T17:03:00.004+08:00

I felt like I'm going to die in the cab this morning on my way home because my my head felt so groggy as though someone kept punching me at the back of my head. Feeling freaking nausea as well & again I thought I'm going to die. I'm so freaking scared because the cab driver will definitely fuck me off the cab if I really vomit, thank god I didn't. I got down the fucking cab & went home immediately. I presed the doorbell like trillion times till my sleepyhead bro came to open the door for me. Luckily I managed to wake him up if not I'll die directly outside my house & infront of the gods. I got changed into my pyjmas, threw all the clothings everywhere & BOM! I landed on my bed.

I think there's a urgent need for me to sink into a deep coma tonight.
Goodbye, need to go prepare for the steamboat.

Haha Haha Haha (Just realised that this post sounds so dead so I need to haha more to make it more you-know-what)

*****EDIT*****
Okay, I'm done with steamboat! I ate 2 bowls of rice & damn powder as I sat on the table & ate all the way while the almost all K.O already. Mwhahahah! Gambled after eating & I lost fucking alot to LQ, ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! I realised I kept losing this new year.......
Actually my purpose of blogging now is to tell you that my red river is flowing like waterfall & I cannot stop letting out hot farts! I know I'm damn disgusting, but, Hahahahahaahaha! I'm someone like that alrightttttttttttttttttttt,

Goodbye!

2009-01-27T22:33:00.003+08:00

I overslept today so I didn't go bainian so meiyou angpows, so I had to stay at home because no shopping centres are open so that's it.

Goodbye!

*******Edit*******

Pineapples cookies are so damn addictive I cannot stop popping them into my mouth & this suck alot because I'm having a sorethroat but my mind tells me to enjoy them first now & fuck care the sore throat............................................................................................................................
:(

*******EDIT AGAIN*******

Cannot stop editting this stupid post because I'm really damn bored now, I'm damn boring, I'm a boring person.

1. What have you been doing recently?
Eat, Sleep, Bathe, Shit, Pee & Go out (Why my life so boringggggggggggg)

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Ya, when I wanna take a break from the outside world.

3. What happened at 10am today?
I'm still in my coma!

4. When did you last cry?
What if I tell you I don't cry you will believe not? HAHAHAHA Jk

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
None, I believe in someone called Eunice. WhooHoo!

6. What do you need in your life right now?
I need alot of cash until I can drown in it! Hahaha

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
Brolly, I'm not going to put my waterproof make up to a test

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
What can you do other then S......................................... Sleep.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
I'm wearing Panties now

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
I don't have a habit of deleting my inbox so reading back the past messages would be the nicest thing

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
No, I'm a sImPle gUrlz :)

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
I borrowed my panties from my neighbour HAHAHAHAHA KIDDING

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Haha wtf, I just caught house of fury ystd

14. What are you proud of?
Proud of my fat body it keeps me warmer then the rest. HAHAHA

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
Don't feel like telling you!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Can't rmb!

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Everybody calls me an Angel, dig that. haha!

18. What does the newest text says?
Ehhhh, privacy!

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
4am, busy gambling!

20. Are you currently happy?
Not currently, but yes just now because I ate alot of food. But for now, I have a serious sore throat! :(

21. Who gives you the best advice?
Myself, I'm the saint. HAHAHA

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
If I have it at home, why not?

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
I said I was busy gambling right! haha

24. Is something bugging you now?
Ya, my sore throat, it's damn hard to swallow my saliva man

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Youtube is not a human right?

HAHAHA BORING, I ONLY KILLED 15 MINS OF THE TIME :(

BumpBumpBump

2009-01-25T23:54:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlingz! How are you feeling for the "Big" day tmr? Excited notttttttttt! Anyway, I'm so disappointed with this year's new year because my mom didn't buy any new pjyamas & undergarments for me! She claimed that we are "OLD" now so we don't need all this because we've grown up! :( Every ny I'll be damn excited for it because I get to wear new things on me & the night before I have problems sleeping you know! (Kinda crappy I know) But seems like the Ny fever is gone this year mainly because I think time is flying damn fast & I only realised that it Ny tmr! Totally lost track of time during the holidays.... No longer have the excitement for ny in me, no longer feel the mood around me although my cute parents hanged like super alot RED decor around my house.. The mood's just not there I guess?

The only thing that I'll look forward during new year is all the new year cookies! Bagua, pineapple cookies, nuts, crackers, etc. Man, I tell you I'll sit at one corner of my relative's house & keep eating all those because Bainian's way too boring.... Oh yah, mandarin oranges also not bad, they are like so small & juicy! :D Anyway, I'm like wearing a sleeveless dress for newyear & I feel so ashamed of my fat arms... (I know you'll think it's not that fat actually, but seriously lah, fat like mad. I hate skinny people!!!!) I keep thinking for days how to hide those fat arms so I'm going to wear a cardigan to cover those hideous arms... I don't want all those relatives to go like " Your daughter getting fatter leh " Sux, I'm someone who likes only compliments.(HEHEHEHEHE, Okay, I'm just kidding)

I'm going to force myself to sleep early tonight & hope my skin condition gets better overnight, although it's like highly impossible. I hope when I wake up tmr, I'll see a Slim looking girl in the mirror... Hahaha! I think I'm crazy already.

I really wanna Mass Kill all the skinny people leh, if I kill all of them, then I'll be the skinniest~! Alright, this shall be my new year resolution. HahaHAhahaahahah!

Alright here's chris crocker for you! Somehow I kinda like some of his youtube videos & I find him quite pretty at like certain angles? HahahaHahahahaha!

CHRISCROCKER

Goodbye!

P/S : I wanna express my heartfelt thanks to all those who commented. Eh fuck, I sounded so formal, act only kay! But I wanna say, I love every single one of you. Love you guys till the world crashes. I give you my ViRgIn kiss kay! Mwahs Mwahs! Ben10 siol, Bye!

2009-01-25T02:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABBY!

xoxo,
Eunice

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-25T00:37:00.003+08:00

Can I like spam this post with my pictures!
Please lah, I beg you please................. Hahaha! Too bad, my blog my say!

(Tell me you feel like slapping my fucking face when you see this)

(My hair colour changed...)

Alright supzzzzzzzzzzz! Have like enough of my gay photos? I wanna like put haloscan in my blog because I'm itchy for comments all of a sudden! But, I don't know how to insert the damn thing into my blog, I'll be glad if someone's willing to help me with it! :)
Cbox is up instead! Give me some support! :D

Anyway, I went out to hub today & bought my Ny shoes, was searching high & low for it till I finally found one simple flats but it doesn't have my size! Therefore, I settled for the second best!
I kept poking my eyes today & it still hurts now when I blink it......

Goodbye!

Picture galore!

2009-01-23T20:21:00.005+08:00

Yahoooooooooo! Just came back from dinner & before I went out I left my com on to upload the photos in photobucket! :D Maybe I should really make use of my pictures by posting it up on my wordy blogggggggggggggg. (Once in a blue moon)
Hahaha! I sunk into a deep coma again & I only woke up around 5+ in the evening today... Haha! But I think I'm going to fall sick soon because it seems that I'm like having a minor sore throat :(
How am I suppose to enjoy all the CNY goodies like that! & my face condition looks like crap, it looks so dehydrated & my lips are cracking so often now as compared to the past.................... Been feeling very pathetic about my outlook! Hahahaha! Btw, I have a confession to make, I cannot stand it anymore! I think I must unwind myself here....

True teenage confession
2 nights ago, I came home & felt really hungry so I sneaked into my kitchen like a big fat rat & took the tin of pineapple biscuits out. It's a CNY goodies so I'm not suppose to eat it & it's tightly sealed with scotch tape... BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really feel like eating it! So I took the scotch tape out carefully & quickly smuggle some biscuits on a tissue paper & sealed the tin back with the scotch tape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so flawless, & I hope my mom won't discover it when she opens it during cny! But discover also never mind, I don't think she will scold me because it's Ny! (Ny cannot scold people leh, bad luck) HehHEHEHEHeheehe
What's most funny about this incident is when I woke up the next morning, I found out that there's still one more piece inside the tissue that's left uneaten! I quickly stuff it into my mouth to destroy any evidence left. Hahahaahahahahahhahhahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! I Roxxxxxxx man.

Been shopping so much lately because shopping is a form of retail therapy right? Haha! I bought quite a handful of stuffs, but I'm still left with new year shoes & a new bag for poly! What to wear for poly ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, need to act chio when go poly nottttttttttttttttttttt? hahahahah! kidding lah.
Kay, I shall shut the gap now!

Pictures (this is less then 1/3 of it.................)

Seoul garden gathering

(Chaotah bun together with my unglam distorted gay laughing face!!!!!)

(wth, look at my glutton face!!!)

(HAHAHA I kept spoiling their pic!)

22'06 chalet!

(Happy birthday girl!)

Outing with Jo

Okay, ending this post with my fatty bam bam face! Buay tahan my face leh, I wanna go for plastic surgery already, who's willing to spon me so I can get rid of my gay face :(

Goodbye!

Yet another random entry

2009-01-21T22:21:00.003+08:00

Alright, this shall be a random & short entry because I need to head out soon for a short supper!
Been spending my days out & there's like suddenly an outburst of activities waiting for me. I kinda regretted buying my camera because I suddenly look damn Horrible plus, I'm taking alot photos recently until I have no idea whether to post it up onto my blogger! :( There are like too many photos that I don't know where to start posting from! But after much consideration, I think I'll just keep this blog as wordy as possible because I like it that way! Awesomezzzzz! :D

Omg! I'm like in a freaking rush & I kept typing non-stop until my brain reached a point whereby it STOP. Yes, it just suddenly pulled brakes & stop. So I think it's just a signal sent to me that I should continue blogging soon!

Oh yah, I wanna do a big evolution about my outlook,
WO YAO ZHUO MEI NU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay yay! Okay whatever

Gtg now people,
Love you all!
I want world peace!
Goodbye

2009-01-19T17:09:00.004+08:00

Why
Is
It
Happening
To
Me

********************************************************************

Okay, so I rotted for the whole of today because I woke up at like close to 5.30pm today! Was in serious coma, I slept for close to 16 hours to replenish myself. Never felt that lazy for a very long time because the last of whole week was pretty caught up with loads of stuffs. Anyway! My brother is crazy, he smells his armpit & when I told him off disgustingly, he said " I just want to smell if it's smelly! " Okay wtf is wrong with his stupid mind. My whole family are going crazy & I think it's because of the economic crisis! (Must must stop wasting money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) My dad took the role of my brother today to disturb me, he kept making me scream today because he's like fucking irritating me when I'm using the computer. Like trying to pinch my ear & scold me when I have not done anything wrong! His motive was to make me scream at him, & whenever he succeeded in making me so piss off, he will laugh at my angry face!!!!! Wth, I think he's too fucked up about money problems. Haha! I wanna like lose weight automatically even when I'm eating like a whole load of junk food! People have been losing weight during the holidays! But I'm still gaining like mad, I don't even have the courage to weigh myself because I scared the weighing machine burst! Stop telling me I'm not gaining weight alright, because I really feel myself looking very distorted & horrible when I look into my full length mirror! :( Ubbbber upset over it, but as I had mentioned before, I always eat to make myself happy & food is the only thing that can make me happy!!

You know I have been like a loner nowadays! Everyone likes to meet directly at Town & nobody is convenient to meet me at amk! So thank god I have my mp3 to acc me if not my life will be so miserable! Btw, one random night on my way to town, I realised that I did not button my shirt in the correct order because I was freaking late so I just rushed out of the house like as fast as I could! It was so embarrassing because I realised like some people standing infront of me in the mrt were like staring at me...... Oppsie, when I look down, I found out that my button top is like longer on the right side... Damn embarrassing! & the nearest toilet I could find in town is at far east! Shitzzzzzzzz! Hate it!

Okay, so I'm currently hooked onto Don't give up on me by danial powter. Alright, I cannot go any further now because it's gonna be obvious if I do.. D:

Recently, I realised that actually there's like many people out there who will like click onto my blog everyday! They find my blog very entertaining!!!!!!!!!! Oh My God, I'm so surprised! Love you all many! :D

Goodbye!

There's an angel in your voice,

2009-01-17T16:20:00.003+08:00

(Yay! We all have nice teeth! Kekeke) (I feel like crossing out my stupid face!!)

Alright, I came home only around 2plus this afternoon, spent my night at Srg gardens & stayed over at Deedee's super comfy place! But what I love most about her house is that, there's many many many many food & tibits! Oh my god!

So ytd is just a random day, so random that I met up with Peiye to funan mall & bought a Panasonic lumix digital camera. When the urge to buy cameras come, its a Must! Hahaha! Okay, I'm like totally broke now because I spent like 300 + bucks within 2 hours! Booohoooox
Went to down to srg gardens around 11pm!

I shall keep this post short because I have pictures to show you guys! Okay, it's not alot of pictures because I took like 115 photos altogether last night! Seriously, I kinda regretted buying a camera because why am I still taking photos of myself when I look that erm, Gay? :(

Kaykay, I shall shut dup & finally post up pictures!

(Purposely took this photo to show how clear my camera is!!!!!!) Mwhahahah!!!

(I asked her to take solo pictures showing her teeth! I wanna wear braces too!)

(looking damn gay again, sigh.)

Am feeling so damn tired now.. But I forced myself to be awake because if I sleep, I'll surely missed the birthday celebration tonight... ZHEN ME BAN!
Okay, I think I need a job again!

Goodbye!

2009-01-16T04:20:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS TO ME!
I HAD FINALLY SUBMITTED ALL MY 12 CHOICES!

After days of late nights contemplating real hard about my first few choices, I have finally made up my mind! It feels so good to stop squeezing my brain juices for a better solution!
At last, I have decided on a Design course in Tp! But the only frustrating thing now is the Traveling journey from my house all the way to Tp! I bet it will be damn hardcore traveling here & there man.

But, all I hope is, I won't regret my choice.
Wish me all the best people!

Rejoice!

2009-01-15T02:44:00.002+08:00

Okay, apparently I just got home from my last day of work & I'm using my bro's lappie. & I wanna show you the latest version of Msn! I think the whole design suxk, I prefer the old want meh!
Let me show you the stupid screenshot.

Hahah goodbye!
Suddenly I'm free later on & friday!
Cool shitx

Why are humans so fickle minded?

2009-01-13T23:54:00.005+08:00

Can't believe that I'm actually feeling so vexed over choosing the schools & courses I want... Can't believe that I'm actually putting in so much effort & time to choose a course & school. Can't believe I cannot make up my mind until now. God damn it...
I really need alot of advices all rounder.
I'm like dying to get into a new course.........................
I think I'm just gonna appeal & appeal & appeal until I get it.
Haha Kidding, okay I'm damn fustrated,
Finally I have a goal of what I wanna do in mind, but I failed to meet the requirement for the English sector by one grade, so I'll be back to square one if I didn't get through the interviews.

I like everything, I like to interact with people, I like to do creative thinking, I like interesting stuffs, I like to speak up, I like to be confident, I like to experience designing.

I like everything under the sun, I like this I like that.

What do I exactly want? What courses are suitable for me exactly? What the fucking fuck fuck.

Goodbye,

***Editted at 2.06am***

Can someone tell me why I cannot spell intergrated like how it's supposed to be spelt as integrated????? I have been like referring to the damn booklet like everytime I need to use this word. & I have been referring to it for like more then 10 times.
Sux!!!!!!!

Anyway! Marcus cannot stop promoting Amk, Nyp. Hahah! Let me show you some evidence.

First day after results day,

(Click)

Second day one will post later, blogger sucks!

2009-01-12T17:08:00.003+08:00

" IF PTS BELOW 20 GO DO REVERSE BUNGEE LATER KAY . "

"SET!"

Alright, I'm back from all the tension in the hall & I'm going to do my bungee jump later.
Going to sleep first for now.
Goodbye!

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HAHAHA NO BUNGEE JUMP LIAO
Stay at home discuss what school should I be in.
NYP?
SP?
Wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

Suck in a deep breah people...

2009-01-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm home, like woah.....................
Kay, attempts to make myself stay outside for longer failed because I'm so worried that I'll oversleep for the doomsday. Hahahahaha!
I hate the world, love/hate all those people who sent me good luck messages because they are reminding me of my doomsday later on!
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Omg, in a few hours time I'll be sitting in the hall with the rest & collecting my O levels results slip...
I feel like saying wtf x10000 because I'm starting to feel the fear in me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, Chill, today's a Happy day!
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Contradicting yea......

World's luck for those collecting the results! (that includes me duh)
Goodbye! Goodnight! :D

2009-01-11T00:53:00.003+08:00

HI WORLD

I'm going to have an incredible day at town wearing Omg clothings.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
My self esteem is running so low now...............
I don't wanna look like a clown but people say it's perfectly normal to dress like *that*

Goodbye, oh.
I'm working a Serangoon gardens ice cube tmr night!
(Purposely announced so people will visit me! HAHAHAHA GAY LAH)

ARGH

2009-01-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

I just came home & I feel so guilty because I ate so much outside..........................................
HongKong cafe har gao, prawn paste cheeeken, Horfun, Carrot cake.............................................
WhYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I finished my calbee hot & spicy chips & 2 pckt of my fav cheeeken tibits.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I'm so brrrrrrrruuuuddddy depressed.
F.U.C.K
What the Ever.
Goodbye!

2009-01-09T18:11:00.003+08:00

Alright, my bangs are way too long & they have to go by TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna be my own hairdresser & snipped them off by ABIT. Hahahahaahaha! Okay, just a little bit because I look damn -,- in duper short fringe!!

Results will be released on Monday & I feel so happy/anxious/excited but not worried because I can finally know what shitty results I'm getting & I can finally move on to my next phase of life in a brand new school. Moreever, what done cannot be undone, so good luck to all those taking results on Monday. & please pray hard for me that my points are not too steep to at least get me into an interesting course, I don't mind any poly actually because I myself knew how much effort I'd put in for O levels. Gawdddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

I think I need to go & I feel like saying TTYN to that particular someone.

I think I need to learn to settle stuffs in an ugly way, I hate switching someone off. -,-

Goodbye!

There's a space in my heart,,

2009-01-07T23:02:00.004+08:00

(I say Hi gay)

James Morrison - If you don't wanna love me (Cannot stop repeating this song for the past few days!)

Tday's sucha lovely sunny yellow banana day, I woke up at around 12 noon because my of my Mom's killer no of textes & calls.. So I went down to town with her because she wants to browse for CNY clothings! Rushed to have lunch because both of us were damn hungry, but she's damn rubbish today. Wasted like 15 mins standing outside the lift deciding whether to eat at Jack's place & helped to boost the economy, hahaha! But in the end, we went to Food republic because I told her there's nice Pohpiah & Hokkien mee there. HAHA!

Walked over to Fareast after the meal but nothing really caught my eye.. Anyway, there's a sad news, I think I grew fatter.... Okay, don't care about the fat part because I just finished a packet of hot & spicy potato chips 30 mins ago. Fuck. Hahaha! Bought like a demin vest & a checkered shirt which is damn expensive. -,- okay, all the prices are going up already :( Oh! Jil called me & told me she's in fareast with her sisters too! So I went down to look for her after I'm done with my shopping. Woo Cool.

Left my Momo & went to meet the lovelyz for dinner okeh
Today's another happy duck day.

Because I'm happy, so I decided to spam this space with all my photos!!!!!! ( HEHEHEHHEE)
Stupid gickr.com it suxxxxxxx because it doesn't allow me to make animation with my photos, so I post it all up here kay.. Please don't leave after seeing all my faces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Love you all baRy much)

(wah, this is ultimate gayness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

(HAHAHAHAH WTF)

Goodbye! \m/
I'm succeeding in one of my new year resolution! Rox

Happy Gay Day,

2009-01-07T02:09:00.004+08:00

(Birthday boy damn high siol!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH WANNA BE! (Actually is ytd)
LOVE YOU MANY GAY BOY!

Went for a mini birthday celebration with only 4 of us, but we still managed to make this birthday surprise a success. HeHehehehe! Yl broke the glass & we all burst out laughing as he had been talking about breaking a glass the min we stepped in Pizza hut. Indeed, he's really the stone cold of the day. Hahahaha! Loving days like these where we cannot stop laughing at our individual funny stunts! :D Gave the gayboy my happy meal toy because he fell in love with it the min I took it out. HAHAHA!

After the short lunch, went back home before going out to Sgardens to report for my first day at work! Gay, work was damn fun & I kinda enjoyed serving people. Okay, today's a gay day, shall not tell you why it's a gay day. But I'm so happy!
Happy like Bird siol (Okay wrong description)

Went for supper at chomp chomp wit the Ultimate cutie piesssssssssssssssss. (YoOHOOOO)
Omg, I cannot stop smiling until now! Been smiling for the whole day already!!!!!
Rox rox rox rox rox
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Kay kay kay, must stop sharing my happiness already!!!

Goodbye, Goodnight :D

Kids model shoot} Haha!

If you don't wanna love me,

2009-01-05T15:57:00.006+08:00

HOhoHoHOhoho, I'm gonna spend some time alone on the streets with myself later on.
Been spending god damn alot hours at home hugging & kissing my mom's leg. Okay, kidding..
Anyway, I feel like cultivating the habit of going to bed before 12am, wish me all the best okay.
I want to buy the black leather Coach bag, it's like a love at first sight with it... (Must get it before entering a new school)
I want to put on braces & have pretty nice set of teeth when I smile. Okay, quite impossible, but just a gay wish of mine.

2 0h 0h 9 so far so good. Rox sox, Dig Dix. Okay what the ever
Goodbuah! ^^

(ps : Today's little nonya last epi! Haha! Not a big fan actually but I just wanna see how the bad guys die die die die!!!!!!!)

Why is it when I'm unhappy, it has got something to do with you.. Been 6 mths, freaking 6 mths, yet I still feel the pinch in me every now & then... Cooliex

Never fall, never gone

2009-01-02T23:29:00.005+08:00

It's like how unlike poles attract....

A brand new year, a brand new start,

2009-01-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

Despite the fact that I've actually grew awfully fatter as compared to 2007 December days, I really felt that the whole of 2008 really molded me into a better person.. I had been through so many things this year, things that I would never have dreamt of trying, things that are illegal(?!). Hahaha! C'mon, at the beautiful age of 16 we are no different from 18, why can't we do what the eighteens can do?

In 2008,

School,I wasted my whole year learning nothing much in school. I skipped lessons because I was too tired from last night fun, I slept in class because lessons suck, I made fun of teachers to keep me awake, I only love recess time because that's the only time when I can finally get all hyped up at the thought of having to eat. Although I still am not missing school right now like all the others have already started, but I know sooner or later, I will start to miss secondary school life. Schooling life to me is all about hanging out with classmates, especially the Bird gang in my class. I missed the days when me & Pei suggest where to go for lunch after school. It's always like Pizza hut or pepper lunch student meal. I missed those days where they contributed chops for my pepper lunch card. I missed those days where Small intestine & nose starts to beat box when I ordered my " Royal baked pasta w/o mushroom " because I speak in a fucking fast paced. Hahahaha. Good old days have yet to end guys! Let's like fucking meet up soon please, stop MIA-ing! :D

Family, coming to think of it, I realised that I spent so little time with my family.... We only went ECP to cycle for like only one pathetic time.... I used to think that coming home sucks, staying at home is boring, all I do is just rot my ass out at home. But I come to realise that I actually enjoyed staying at home now. Home is like the only place where you can do the most unglam stunts to make yourself feel comfortable like Farting anywhere, digging your nose, shitting w/o the fear of choking the whole toilet bowl. Hahaha! Awesome place! But sometimes things get a little too unbearable at home when my parents start to Combo nag at me. They give me main dishes of scolding & side dishes of Naggings... My dad always say this sentence w/o fail if he happens to be still awake when I come home : " You treat your home as hotel is it? " I always prepare a whole string of excuses to tackle their naggings, but I'm always defeated when my dad says that sentence. Nevertheless, my family still rox like a piece of Durian cake because I have a fucking cute mom & a father who's fucking funny at times. Oh, I missed out my bro, but he's a pain in my neck but since I'm using his lappie now, I must say something nice about him in case the lappie auto shuts down. Hahaha! My bro is very nice as he's not a selfish man he's willing to give me his portion of food if I want it, but he's a very stingy man. He stinge on cab fare so I'm always the one paying for cabs -,- But but, he's nice lah. He don't smoke okay, but I suspect that he's a gay because he seldom talk to girls. HAHAHA! Full stop(.....)

Friends, in the year of 2008 I think I have made the least number of friends as I became rather anti social & quieter when I'm infront of strangers. I've mentioned about this in my previous few posts. Nothing much to talk about them because they are so damn fucking good that I can't find any words to describe their Awesome-ness! Hahahaha! (Blow flying kisses to all my beloved friends)

Relationships, What the Fuck is L.O.V.E? Till now, I realised that I've got the definition of Love wrongly. All my r/s were a failure, I can't find any reasons to why it all eventually came to an end. Seriously, I'm very sick of all this. Ellle Oh Vee EEee kicks my ass. Maybe I haven't found the right one for me, but I'm tired of trying. Tired of having an additional one in my life. Perhaps I'm not even suitable to get into a relationship....... I know I may sound like someone who doesn't take r/s seriously, but to me, I only spent time on things that I feel it's worthy of my time & effort... I must admit that sometimes when I'm lonely at night I really need someone who can shower some love on me, treating me like someone special, but that desire only lasted for awhile... Haha.. Full STOP

I don't feel like doing up any new year resolution because I can't think of much things I wanna do in the brand new year. But all I want is my life to be interesting & enjoyable!
Happy Kids Forever!
MWAHS MWAHS! ^^

Goodbye!
*sry for all those grammer mistakes I made*

2009-01-02T00:24:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
(Okay I know I'm late in updates suddenly)

Haven't been like touching my desktop for like days that explains the lack of 2 - 3 days not posting.. Hahaha! But I'm still not home now... & I'll like do up my New Year's resolution which I bet other bloggers already done it already asap! Hahaha!

May my 2009 be as colourful as possible! Yoohoo!
Awesome shit, God damn it.

I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I MUST BE FUCKING HAPPY.
2009 MUST BE A GREAT YEAR FOR ME, MUST BE A FUCKING HAPPY YEAR FOR ME!

Goodbye, Happy kidS Forever! (Rmb?)

2008-12-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

(This photo is totally random)

I realised that I'm getting so annoyed by little little things as I grow up,
I realised that I'm so not looking forward to 2009,
I realised that I'm becoming so weak nowadays & I need a full body checkup soon,
I realised that my eyes are like having symptoms of Serious infection,
I realised that my eyes are getting smaller too,
I realised that my skin condition worsen as days passed,
I realised that I don't really like to take photos infront of people now,
I realised that I hardly drink Mineral water now compared to last time when I was still a water barrel,
I realised that I get very piss off when my plans got screwed up,
I realised that I actually prefered to stay at home to countdown instead of hanging out,
I realised that my parents are getting more relax in restricting me,
I realised that I'm more refined now,
I realised that I ran out of clothings in my wardrobe AGAIN!
I realised that I cannot really smile infront of the Cammy anymore,
I realised that I'm actually quite a loser in alot ways,
I realised that I'm getting so much fatter & unfit now,
I realised that my Diet are getting all hay wired, ( I eat lunch during dinner time, dinner during supper time, supper during 2-3am )
I realised that Home is the most comfortable place,
I realised that I'm getting more & more lazy to dress up,
I realised that I kinda hate to travel now,
I realised that MY EYES REALLY GOT A PROBLEM YOU KNOW. (LIKE CANNOT FOCUS ON THE WORDS I'M TYPING NOW.. WTFFFF...)
I realised that I'm kinda sad now because I'm afraid that I'll go blind
I realised that my skin can no longer adapt to the temp at 11am-2pm,
I realised that I'm getting more sissy now, (This is a bad thing okayz)
I realised that I don't really like to take photos with others because I find myself so Cui,
I realised that I have alot of things to complain,
I realised that all my complaints are retarded, -,-
I realised that I love eating Mexican Wings,
I realised that I'm kinda scared of angry looking people,
I realised that I love wearing colour contacts (But I can't really wear it, my eyes are a bitch)
I realised that I look damn gay now,
I realise that I cannot stop typing,
I realised that MY EYES REALLY LIKE GOT PROBLEM LEH.
I realised that I must stop now & give my eyes a break before I really go blind!

But, before I go blind, I must go adopt a dog so that it can guide me when I'm blind. Okay whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Oh anyway, I went to the SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS, HAHAHAHAHA.
I'm damn happy although I don't really look that elated on the outside because the sun's really burning me. I felt like an ice cream under the hot sun... Melting like fuck... Urgh! But today's great! Yipeeee!

(YOU GET WHAT I MEAN BY GAY, THIS IS GAY)

(THIS IS A SUX BALLX PIC.)

GOODBYE. Peace out, I'm so tired now

2008-12-29T14:36:00.004+08:00

Okay, I woke up from a long coma.. I slept at 10 plus & I just woke up!
Never felt this happy before because I finally slept for so long, alright, to be more precise is slept for more then 12 hours a day! This holiday I have cultivated this habit of sleeping exactly 12 hours a day, so if I didn't sleep more then 12 hours I'll feel like dying & I can fall asleep anywhere, even in a sitting position. Hahaha!

Btw! My right foot got Injured AGAIN. Yes. Right foot. Why is it always that poor little foot getting injure..... :(

I realised I'm sweeping clean my FREEZER food. 2 nights ago around 2 plus I came home & oven the whole packet of MEXICAN WINGS (Which consists of 9 per pac). I finished the whole packet & felt so shiok after eating so I went to sleep.
Last night I ate maggie mee for dinner. After that I put 8 pcs of nuggets into the oven & ate it. After eating, I felt so tired, so I went to sleep IMMEDIATELY -,-
You know you know, I keep eating supper & 5 mins after eating I'll go sleep because I'll feel so tired with a bloated stomach.

Anyway! I'm so happy the moment I sprang up from my bed Until I saw something 10 mins ago.................
God damn it, Urgh.

Goodbye byebye bye

2008-12-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

(I took this pic like 1 min ago! Woopz)

Hi, been logging into blogger & posting up some rubbish everyday without fail the each time I came home. :D Okay, I just bathed & I feel so refreshing now! I'm also in an absolutely comfortable position as seen from the pic above,

**okay, brb I need to shit **

Okay, I'm back........................ But my stomach is still feeling rather uncomfortable.. :(
I'm like so dead because I've to wake up in like 5 hours time but I'm still not sleeping now.. God damn it, my panda eyes are like in Blue black colour. Hahahahahaha!

Today roxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx alot, HehHEhehehehehehehehehehx
Awesome shit,
Goodnight :D

2008-12-27T04:23:00.001+08:00

Goodnight :(

2008-12-26T18:40:00.006+08:00

My right hand seems to be shivering now after few games of tennis ytd..
I hate my new house phone, it rings damn fucking loud & often scares me...
I think I need to go out, but I'm physically tired...
I ate Dark Choco & it made me so high then I kept typing in caps on msn just now

BB, BB, BB & still BB.

*** Edit 11.25PM***
Alrighty, met up with the package guy for dinner actually, but I didn't ate, perhaps too engrossed in their funny conversation that I just stood still without feeling hungry at all. hahaha As usual, I mute my world & stop talking(Jo! See I get quiet damn easily around strangers!) Urgh, can't stand this weird habit.............
Hehehe, but I'm going down again in 10 mins time because I suddenly felt like eating rojak so I begged that little fucker to acc me, yi ke xin. thanks thanks

The desire to own is back....
Checkmate :(

MOSHI MOSHI

2008-12-26T01:23:00.004+08:00

Woo! I just came back from like Good supper at the same old place with the same old gang... Cannot fucking stop laughing because Kj cannot stop his rubbish!
Kj : How do you say Merry Christmas in chinese?
Me : wtf you, Shen dan jie BU kuai le
Kj : Auntie Merry Christmas I love you
Me : Dui, ask me for what!? Btw, Christmas over already
Hahahaha! Forever like that, say bu jian bu san at 11.59 for Christmas supper in the end I had to make my way back home & wait for their calls before going out again..........
Anyway, today is a special day because I FINALLY EXERCISED........................... Hahahaha! Woke up at like god damn it 3pm when I slept at 6 in the morning to play Tennis with broz. Rushed out of the house looking like a mad woman because they booked the court at like 3pm. Woah, felt damn good to perspire, but felt very bad because the sun's melting me. Hahahaha!
Oh, & I watched The Visitor today, it's damn awesome, dig that man. Trust me, go watch it, you'll Love it! HAHAHAHA (okay I'm just kidding)
Goodbye,

Random pictures AGAIN.

(starfucks)

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(Never felt this cute before)

2008-12-25T03:35:00.005+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS FAGGOTS!
I just got home, & this Christmas was spent differently.. I was in town, but I didn't took part in spraying bangalas! (it's like a 2 year ago stuffs that I'll do) Okay, I'm alive & kicking, but I'm gonna commit suicide soon because I CAN'T GET INTO PLAY. Oh well... HAHAHAHA it was just a joke,
Goodnight Folks (:
Merry Christmas again, hope all of you guys enjoyed it as much as I do, ^^
*******Edit******

(Been a long time since I last webcam... )

2008-12-23T21:40:00.004+08:00

Okay, little nonya is driving me crazy, I cannot stop cursing & swearing at all those dumb/evil roles in that show. -,- Luckily I don't watch that show everyday, if not I'll get heart attack sooner or later... Hehehe, I'm so free now, I should be sleeping by now as I cannot stop yawning when I'm outside just now.. :D

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
No
02) What was your dream growing up?
When I were 5 I wanted to be Policewoman, when I grew older, I wanna be news broadcaster, artiste, interior designer. (My dreams quite logical right?)
03) What talent do you wish you had?
The talent to make people disappear & shut up in less then 10 secs

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Who's the I? Okay, I will like to have Ice lemon Tea, Thx man
05) Favorite vegetable?
Wtf, I don't eat vegetables except for Chilli kakong!
06) What was the last book you read?
This is a very good qn, but I don't read books at all -,-
07) What zodiac sign are you?
Libra bra bra bra
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
Hahaha don't tell you can anot
09) Worst Habit?
Farting everywhere, HAHAHA that was a joke!
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
If you're damn hot, I'll pay you to get into my car, HAHAHAHA!!
11) What is your favorite sport?
I don't like to exercise, so I'm a fatty bom bom
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
Optimistic 60% Pessimistic 40% :D
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Again if you're hot, I'll act as if I'm scare & rush into your arms. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Can't recall, many bad things happened
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
I get cramps on my toes easily, & I can combo cramps like 3 times in a row!?
16) Do you have any pets?
I killed my goldfish by scaring it everyday & 2 fighting fishes by making them fight with each other. Hahahaha! Joking lah, I don't look that saddistic right... (:
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
urgh, i'm ignoring this qn
18) What was your first impression of me?
& this qn too!
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
They are not cute at all, so you got what I meant? they are fucking scary -,-
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
I want to look fat as round as a ball so I can play with myself... HAHA
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
Crime partner, hahah sounds interesting..
22) What color eyes do you have?
Purple hahahahaha
23) Ever been arrested?
Nearly, but not.
24) Bottle or can soda?
Soda
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
I'm gonna donate 1/3 of it to the charity, & treat my whole family for a holiday! Woop!
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
I can hang out anywhere man
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes, kind of..
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Sleep, pig, watch teewee..
30) Do you swear a lot?
Curse & swear comes in a pair :D
31) Biggest pet peeve?
Wtf,
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
I'm rude, I'm cute, I'm funny. HAHAHAHA
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Appreciate
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
Many many many!

Okay, this post is nonsence, I took like 1 hour to do this post because I'm damn annoyed now by all that little fuckers out there. Wtf.........................................
Argh, I need to remove my make up...........
Goodbye

2008-12-23T03:51:00.003+08:00

Alright I just came home from Zouk,
Woo, it's kinda like unexpected for me going to such places, but everything is worth a try?
Feeling damn awkard ( -,- ) at first, & I wanna go home so badly..
But felt so much better after seeing many familar faces around, I bet they were also shocked to see me.. Hahahaha!
Thanks to all those who made this a lovely night, Woo
kaykay I'll edit this post tmr
Nighty nights :)

When will my day come?

2008-12-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! I'm like kinda bored now because I reached home at a incredibly early hour?! My splitting headache killed my day & I rushed my parents to leave Gp place as early as possible...
My mensus combo-ed me by giving me cramps plus moodswings. -,- Urgh, I suddenly felt so sorry for myself today! You know I got a splitting headaches the moment I get up from a sitting position.. Zzz I think I really need a full body check up man. Hahaha! Most likely there will be very little people reading this blog by now as my blog is forever damn wordy. Hehehe, but I like it to be wordy what :D

I'm still contemplating if I should go for the event tmr because my mood is like close to Zero, & most likely I won't enjoy much at such places.. But everything's worth a try, hope the company is right tmr. (:

Seriously, I cannot stop telling lies, & I needa kick this habit although all my lies are all harmless. Btw, I just bombed a lie today, & that stupid actually believed what I said. HAHAHA! Shit, right now while I'm typing this, I'm telling a lie again. Wahlao.

Xmas is coming in another 3 days.. Once again, I need to say that I'm so not looking forward.. Sigh, If there's really god up there, can you please grant me strength, courage & love if you happen to chance upon this miserable girl's blog.

Hahaha okay, rubbish. But I wanna have courage to thrash things out with you, things that are left unsaid... ): I know I know, you won't be reading this anyway... But I'm sorry for leaving without a word, I know you must be hating me for this, but.. Yea, maybe sometimes we shouldn't leave things to fate because in the end both parties will suffer... All I wanna say is, you're someone really nice, really loving.. (: Hmmm, okay I need to shut dup now before I keep adding on.. O.O

Some random photos, actually I haven't being taking alot photos even though I'm out everyday. (I feel like an ugly duckling, or rather, I am a ugly duckling.)
But I accumulated more vids instead lah, Hehehehe. But vid takes very long to upload.. So.. yea
Pictures

(I stole a toilet roll from esplanade because they have good quality toilet paper. HAHAHA WTF)
Anyway, I did that just for fun alright.

(Hahah fuckface)

Goodnight, my father's being sucha bitch today. Dui

Take a little breather,

2008-12-21T00:15:00.004+08:00

(You know I'm lazy to post pictures)

Hi, I'm back from bombing! I'll blog when I'm using the com without fail. (hehehehe) But, I'm god damn lazy to blog about what happened recently because my memory is failing my so badly! (Right Jolyn?)
I can like forgot where I bought this thing from when I just went there less than 24 hours ago?!
This is damn bad because I'm afraid that I'm aging faster then normal... :S

Alright! I felt that I need to sit on my chair for a longer period of time therefore I decided to like type rubbish into this space (:
Catch what I'm trying to say because I'm cutting it as short as possible.
So today, I met up with Jolyn at Fareast, yes far east again -,- We walked around that place as I were like trying to look for new year clothings but I think we were more engaged in our conversation, or rather I were too busy talking that I didn't really glanced at the stuffs over there. Fareast is damn boring. Went to MoguMogu(?) a Jap restaraunt for our lunch. Met Fabien & another guy because they wanted to like buy Xmas gifts too, but halfway we left them as we need to get our gifts asap as the party is just tonight. Bought chocos from Royce & I nearly brought Jolyn to the wrong place because my stupid memory is failing me. -,- Found a place to rest our feets by sitting at the staircase, saw Peiye. Hehehehehehe. Alright then we started our long conversations, sharing so stuffs with each other. I really admire her tolerance level man... Hehe, head down to Sharon's place for Xmas party, many were there already. Exchanged gifts, take photos & all. OH BTW, I FINALLY SAW MY XIAOBAI. HAHAHAHA! Alright, I headed over to countryside link after Sharon's party from another Xmas home party. Exchanged gifts & so on. Came home rather early because I HAD DIAHOREA. God damn it jesus christ! Fullstop. OKAY I TYPED OUT THIS WHOLE CHUNK IN A RUSH BECAUSE I THINK I NEED THE DAMN TOILET AGAIN. FORGIVE ME IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES. HEHEHEHE

(BTW, PLEASE SEND ME ALL THE PHOTOS! MWAHZ)
Anyway, I miss you FB, I know this sound kinda gay, BUT I MISS YOU LAH. COME BACK TO MAMA SIDE. HAHAHAHAHA

Wahlao, I need to force myself to sleep early or eat sleeping pills because I have to wake up at 9am tmr to pay a visit to 2 temples. God bless me. (Santa, oh Santa, all I want for Xmas is Great Company, Great Food, Great atmosphere) , I'm greedy like a fat boy, so I need some add ons, if you happen to have extra wishes to grant, please give me somemore courage because I need it at this point of life.

Hi, I'm looking for fun activities for christmas eve, so if any of you out there need me to add on to your festive mood please contact me at my hp no. (Nb, this is what he wants me to type because that little fucker thinks that I need to know more new friends)

Goodbye,
(I wanna spend my Xmas like how I did with you back then................................. Stop, I crushed my happiness with my own hands so shut dup)
:S

One last fucking thangz, WHO WANTS TO CATCH TWILIGHT WITH ME.
I SPON YOU ONE CM AMT OF POPCORN PLUS MY MOTHER'S HANDPHONE NUMBER. (fat hope!) BTW, I'M DEAD SERIOUS. ^^

Okay Goodbye for real.

A brand new start,

2008-12-19T15:06:00.002+08:00

I'VE AWESOME FRIENDS
HEHEHEHE
I SMELL FREEDOM
GOODBYE

This post is very important!

2008-12-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

=)
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It's only when you're down then you'll find someone that totally understands you.
I've found mine, have you? =)
I know =) is kinda gay, but I LOVE IT.

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OH MY GAWDX, I JUST CAME HOME TO CHARGE MY DAMN PHONE.
HEHEHEHEHEX
But now I need to meet up with the lovely for Bak Chor Mee.

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I kinda look at my phone forever even though how busy I am,
I finally gave up....
Goodbye! =) =)

Hold me up,

2008-12-17T22:15:00.006+08:00

I'm tired of breathing
Tired of feeling
Tired of looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running
Tired of searching
Tired of trying
But im not tired of you

Tonight I'll be all alone again, & the history repeats itself.

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I edited this because I've met someone nice :)
Thank god

2008-12-17T08:53:00.003+08:00

Hello, just look at the fucking time.
I just reached home from a Chalet.
Looking like a zombie now, my panda eyes are horrible it's like BLACK........
Omg, my naked face is scaring me :(
I'm feeling so fat, I am fat. I cannot stop eating....................
I just ate 5 chicken wings in one go when Mindy dared me to....
& just a min ago I called my mom to takeaway cheekueh for me :(
OMG
I CANNOT STOP FEELING FAT.
My cheeks are horrible, soon they are going to be too heavy so it'll sag & I'll look like a bulldog.
My tummy is so huge like a water barrel.
ha ha ha ha ha ha
I am so fat
but after publishing this post I'll continue my 4-5 meals a day.
WTF
I hate myself for that, (JK)
HA HA HA HA HA HA
Btw, I promised to be a maid for the little fucker because I canceled the our outing afterward.......
Little fucker : I'm gonna make you my slave the next time I see you.
Omg, (fat hope)

I NEED TO FUCKING SLEEP.
GOODBYE

Day 4,

2008-12-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

I think my bf won't be able to recognise me when he comes back...
I miss your Rabbit teeth darling..

Hi, I'm kinda like in a rush because I need to go down for supper. (Yoohoo! The rain finally stopped)
I'm so happy today because I feel like a big fat hippo now :)
I ate :
Fishball noodle for breakfast,
Ate alot biscuits at the function room,
Chicken rice for lunch,
Ate alot biscuits again,
2nd round of chicken rice as Teabreak because there's extras ^^
Came home at 9 + for dinner

YOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!

THEN NOW I'M GOING OUT FOR SUPPER AGAIN.
ZOMG
I ROCKX ROCKXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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Kay kay kay, I'm back!
But my throat's hurting me although I gulped down one whole bottle of fresh orange juice :(
It's fally pain, I can hardly swallow my saliva peacefully :(
My boy is coming back tmr! Yooooohooooooooo!
But I felt that I had aged so much, & I hardly take any photos now because I look awful in it :(
O yah, I cannot stand my eyes anymore,
It's like so freaking small & outta shape, sometimes you'll have beautiful double eyelids on a random day, but sometimes you'll also have hideous lids that make you wanna cry.
Kay kay kay kay, my throat's killing me sho sho badlyyyyyyyyyyy. -,-
O o O O O o O o
I'm meeting the princess tmr, LIKE FINALLY?!
Goodbye, Goodnight.
I wished for world peace tonight,
I can't wait for my boy to come back into my arms, Woooooots!

Day 3,

2008-12-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

Why does the Clock ticks so slowly?

(My face rocksz)

Okehz, I'm blogging everyday until he's back. Zomg, the time passes in a snail speed.
So I dyed my hair today at a salon which burns off 70bucks from my wallet..
After dying my hair I kinda like Black again.. Haha contradicting yeah? :D
So it's like a family day today! Yay! I spend my day with my family.
Nothing much, just dined together, & the initial plan to shop was canceled because Bro did not wanna go. Haiiiiiiyaya.

Oh yah! I ordered coloured lenses from the blogshop that Rachael showed me! Wooohoooo!

Goodbye, my mood suddenly ran out. I miss my boy

Day 2,

2008-12-13T00:00:00.003+08:00

I saw someone wearing the identical bull's eye shirt today in Redhill! (But you look much better in it)

Okay, Hi. I'm damn depress now because I tried dying my hair myself AGAIN. But it failed terribly as the on the top area have colour.......................
Argh, I wonder if can dye extensions not... I'm so sick of all the failed attempts, I AM GOING TO THE SALON TMR TO DYE MY FUCKING HAIR. ARGH.

On a happier note, I got myself a Gold Casio watch!
I don't want to blog anymore already,
Wo Hen Sad, Ni zai na li? :(
<3

Day 1,

2008-12-12T02:55:00.004+08:00

Is the time in Sg the same as Shenzhen? ):

Alright, check out the time now & I just came home reeking of smoke..
Hmmm, so today was a rather tiring day because we cannot stop the laughters when the 5 of us gather! Forever hearing thunder loud laughter, rolling on the floor laughing like mad.
Haha! I'm so lazy to type now because I'm in all alone in the dark.
What the heck, I found like 3 ants on the monitor screen already, I kept pinching them away.
Fuck man... I hope they don't crawl onto my bed & sleep with me tonight. * Okay, I just found another one or is it always the same one?! * God damn it...
So I'll just keep my post short & sweet.

Woke up at a fucking 11am, I stay the nearest yet I woke up the earliest?!
Had pizza hut for lunch, (Chicken royale baked pasta w/o mushroom!)
Went to shao's house to do the farewell gifts

*******FUCK THE ANTS, IT'S LIKE FUCKING LIVING IN MY BRO'S LAPPIE********
4. As usual, we laughed like mad............
5. Cooked korean maggie noodles!
6. Left her place & went to Mos for my butterfly prawns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7. Pepper lunch next :D
8. Left them to meet my colourful balls. Yoohoooo!!!!!!!

Okay, I cannnot fucking stand the ants, after every fucking sentence I typed, they appeared & said "hello" to me. Nb.
Late nights are killing me & my skin...
So goodbye!

2008-12-11T01:46:00.002+08:00

My pm says : 6 days, 144hrs, 8460 mins, 518400 secs......................................................................
Why do you have to go.............................................................................................................................

Truly Madly Deeply

2008-12-10T01:34:00.007+08:00

It's 1.36AM now
I'm typing in the dark, replaying If I were a boy by beyonce, checking movie timings for WildChild & on msn... Woo, girls can really multitask very well yeah?
Actually I wanted to post like some pictures but then I just remembered that I'm actually using my Bro's lappie. Hehehehe.
In a very comfortable position now, I suddenly had many thoughts running through my mind right at this moment... Browsing from blogs to blogs made me realised that 2008 is gonna end & 2009 is coming in a jiffy. Times flies in a blink of eye & it caught me all of a sudden that I am actually wasting my precious time. Haha. I'm getting very emotional now because it's past midnight & I have a bad habit of thinking more then usual when it gets late, especially when I'm alone in the darkness. (You may leave now)

I feel that I'm drifing away from the world, from the usual stuffs that I'm hanging onto.. Especially drifting away from Humans... It's rather contradicting how I managed to make new friends when I don't even like to mingle now... Now, meaning that I'm rather socialable last time when I'm younger... Hmmm, I guess it's because I'm starting to choose the people I hang out with. It's rather bitchy of me because I shouldn't be the one choosing others right? Hehehe. But I really detest those kinda people, (some should get this)... Hmmm, I'm actually quite shy now as compared to last time when I'm facing strangers... It's really damn horrible because my confidence level can drop from 100 to 0 when I'm being expose to new people. I can totally immerse myself in a mute world, no talkings, no laughings, just smiling.. Give me another one more month, I should be able to stop interacting with new people completely... (:

**** Okay let's digress abit ****

Last week on a faithful day, when I were on a human packed train going over to town... Me myself were standing around the centre cabin looking at different types of people coming in the train with a expressionless face. The mrt stopped by Novena station & a group of cute elderly people came into my cabin along with their grandchildren. Right at that moment, I were wondering if there were any kind souls in this society who would give up their seats for these elderly.. I were waiting patiently, observing each & everyone of their faces.. 5 secs later, one lady gave her seat up, the others around followed suit. Looking at those elderly delighted faces, I heaved a sigh of relief. (: Singaporeans are not that bad afterall..

*** Alright, back to the normal topic***
So after pouring my heartfelt thoughts out, I decided to make a new year resolution. & that is to be more socialable, & learn more interactions techniques from people around me. Hehehehe, not bad an idea right? (:

I love lengthy post, because the stupid boy is still not back yet to entertain me on msn... Rarrrr, I bet he went for like supper with his friends instead.. Forever like that, a leopard doesn't change its spot. Hehehe jk lah. It's gonna be a depressing day tmr as it'll be our last date before he flies to China for 6 donkey days. Which is 24 x 6 = 144 hrs. 144 x 60 = 8460 mins 8460 x 60 = 518400 secs..................................
Argh, you'll find me multiposting after he flies...................................... ):
A must to do tmr : Print out MY BIG photo & force him to put it in his wallet. Hehehehe

This lappy battery span is only left with 15 mins.. How I wished I could blog longer but I'm so lazy to take the adapter from my bro's room.
Goodbye!

Low energy level..

2008-12-08T14:39:00.004+08:00

Hi yes, so this post will be a very short want because I just got home not long,
I'm fucking tired & I'm typing this with my eyes half close.....
I'm just gonna edit this entry when I wake up oGay.
Before I click "Publish Post" here's the ANSWER for the previous post!
HehHehehehehex,
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The one that I circled in red is your truly :)
Those who had guessed correctly please send your email to talkcock_1234@coldmail.com
Thx alot, you rocks.
Somemore photos which I had found in my photobucket...

Goodbye!

Edit }

So it's 10 .29pm & I woke up close to an hour ago... Very very energised already. In addition to that, I ate 2 bowls of rice even though I already had my lunch before I sleep. Hehehehehe, the weather's freezing cold & the rice is so full of warmth.. (kay, what rubbish am I talking about)
Hahahaha! Aiya, my mom's cooking is full of warmth sounds better.
I need to complete this list of things soon, very very very soon okay.

GET A FULLTIME JOB. (Must stop enjoying life alreadyyy)
Trim my Brows (the last time I trimmed it was like before O levels?!)
Check my degree & order my coloured lens.
Treat my Mom for sushi buffet.
Do some exercise. (Cycling date)
ASK PEIPEI OUT! (SHE'S FOND OF PLAYING MIA)

Alright, that's about all that I can think of right now. (:
Adios..

Game,

2008-12-06T16:43:00.002+08:00

SPOT ME IN 5 SECS!
KISSES WILL BE GIVEN TO THE PRIZE WINNER.
THANX ALOT, YOU ROCKX
(ANSWER WILL BE REVEALED HOPEFULLY IN THE NEXT POST)

2008-12-06T01:21:00.003+08:00

love letters & overdue kisses - sent 12/6/2008 1:44 AM:
anyway, this might sound gay

love letters & overdue kisses - sent 12/6/2008 1:44 AM:
but i am glad that you have been my friend for 6 yrs

Damnnnnnn, I feel so lei sze bian now.
I love you too because you always happened to be there for me when I'm in my crappiest day!
Do you still rmb what we used to call each other last time?
Siao ding dong? Bing bing Bong?
:)

Letting off some steam

2008-12-06T00:07:00.011+08:00

It's passed midnight now, & I just came home from a birthday party!
This party is slightly different from the normal ones as it's just few floors above my house & most importantly it's healthy. Okay you get what I meant by healthy right?
I took some photos for today but my phone's lying somewhere around the house & my feet are aching from all the walkings I had since 6.30am. YES, I woke up at an amazing hour because I need to acc my mom to tts for regular check up. Left novena only at around 2 plus to begin around shopping trip. Went far east first but seriously I cannot stand that place any longer because I'd been touring around there for like almost everyday.... Left that place as soon as I bought my belt.
Took a train down to Bugis.............................. & okay this is the most fuck up part of the day.......
I shall make it my last time by typing the whole incident here because I do not wish to repeat what happened over & over again,
Me & my mom were going up an escalator and as you know, Bugis have fucking crowds that are unbearable. But we were making ourselves comfortable by not rushing together with the Crazy Singaporean crowds and more refined by not sanwhiching others by pushing to get up the escalator as fast as possible.
However, this fucking hideous whore with disgusting tattos & horrible eye make up around my age along with her fucking short bf decided to make things so unpleasant by making comments RIGHT BEHIND me & my mom's back. " fuck this mother & daughter, walk so slow "
She said it at the top of her fucking oh-so-cool voice deliberately.. Alright, I forgave her for her senseless remarks because I won't kill any of my brain cells by quarreling(apparently, I'd never quarrelled with anyone before) with her although I had thousand & one reasons to support myself.
1.We can't progress any faster, the crowds is crazy if you have fucking hands to draw those disgusting long winged eyeliner I supposed you have eyes to take a Fucking look.
(One reason is enough to crush this motherfucking bitch down)
I continued my chat with my mom happily ignoring her presence as she was still making silly comments about our walking speed? Along with few chains of vulgarities that came out from her decayed mouth.
But fucking all of the sudden, she overtake us & gave me a hard push.
LET ME REPEAT. A HARD PUSH, I EVEN LEANED SLIGHTLY TOWARDS MY MOM.
NO FUCKING JOKE, NO EXAGGERATION ALRIGHT.
Okay chill..
I'd never been treated like this by a low class passerby & my mind went blank, all I did was I went forward towards her without my effector neurones controlling me right after she fucking pushed ME....................................
BUT, MY MOM HELD ME BACK.
Okay, for those who were close to me, can you imagine how pissed I were?
Angst totally got over me & my mom don't even allow me to take a second glance at her because she said that it's pointless.
Mom : " Look at all her tattoos, Tsk tsk, you don't put until so ugly "
Mom : " You know why she like that? She have no mother to go out with her"
Me : " Fuck up, just let me curse okay!!!!!! "
Mom : " Okay, just say fuck up Thrice will do "

I felt so sorry for the bf, he seems to be just a innocent man throughout this whole incident,
He kept mum, he didn't even glare at us, he just paced up & bring his slutty half away.

Seriously.. I felt so pathetic all of a sudden, felt so helpless...
I kept thinking.. If I wasn't with my mom, if I wasn't with my mom... If I wasn't with my mom...
Urgh, never in my whole 16years of life have I been treated like this man....

Thanksss you alot, you rock. Thank you S for hearing me curse & swear. Thank you for listening to me whine and making me feel better by trying to help. Thank you for trying to be understanding. Thank you for your mushy moments by saying " It's okay, that's what friends are for " I am so truly deeply touched........................... Sniff Sniff. Give me a napkin please... Hehehehe, but too bad for you because you just happened to call me right after I got so fuck up by that Whore. ps ps

Anyway there's something that I wanna say all along,
to whoever : (not pinpointing to anyone, if there must be someone then it must be that bitch)
If you think you're someone great, someone that's not easy to trifle with, someone who thinks that everybody is lousy just because you blubber what you think is good english with all those vulgarities, smacking on thick eye liner, inking you-think-its-nice tattoos, camping in town.
Then you're WRONG WRONG WRONG, because you're just a tiny pathetic fry with a dinosaur's small size brain....

Goodbye, I've typed enough, I need to save alot energy for coming on activites.
(I apologise for all the tenses, typos, sentence fragments, wrong sentence structures. I'm too crappy now to think properly, whatever comes into my mind first I just type)

Why do I always feel so empty deep down inside these few days?
I guess there's a need to pay more attention to my heart for the truth....
I must interact with the world like how I did last time,

2008-12-04T17:06:00.003+08:00

I thought I needed someone to breeze with me now...

Chasing empty pavements,

2008-12-04T14:20:00.003+08:00

Hi, I just ate carrot cake but it sucks today because the man forgot to put chilli & it's tad too oily.

I'm feeling so lifeless now, like someone just sucked my soul away. Hahaha, I think you wouldn't see any exclamation marks appearing in this post. -,-
So yeah, I went out with Muddy ytd, & I realised whenever I'm out with her, I'm always on a shopping mood even though I'm not supposed to shop anymore.. It's A MUST to buy some apparels home when we go out. Kewlz hur, my pocket hit Negative dollars that night again. ):
Dined at hongkong cafe while she's busy camwhoring ugly faces with my phone. Terrorizing it by putting the ugliest picture as my wallpaper. An eye for an eye, I did it back to her too. (:
So after touring in Town(yes town again), we headed back to Kovan & smacked on eyeshadow at her place.. Wooo, I think the crease of the eyeshadow kinda smudge at my bottom lid, thus it appears kinda black in the photos that you'll see below.. Hmmm, anyway I was as blind as a bat ytd, I'm sorry if I didn't notice any of you guys until you appeared directly infront of my eyes. Hehehehehe. My eye bags were horrible ytd, it looked like spongebob's eyebags. Hahahaha

Okay it's good to rain now because I'm not going out. I love rainy weathers :)
But it's not lifting my spirits.. I'm so tired now,
Goodbye, here are only SOME of the pictures.

HER EYES

Lightings were too dim.

Okay, you can (x) if you do not want to proceed on. Because following on will only be my face. (:

See, my eyebags are on killing spree.

hahaha, I bet this photo is damn scary right.

Oh Mom, oh mom

2008-12-03T14:24:00.005+08:00

Hi, (okay, my mind went blank after that). hehehe
I woke up at 2pm today because my Mom kept waking me up,
1st time - Can I wear your this shirt? *shows me the shirt*
2nd time - Can I wear your brown shoes, the one you bought recently?
3rd time - Why still haven wake up? Your wanton noodle soggy already.
Okayokay, after she woke me up, I went back to sleep, then when I'm sleeping already she wakes me up AGAIN. It persisted for 3 consecutive times okay... No joke. But my wanton noodle became so disgusting after I woke up & I'm not eating it anymore. I'm gonna starve until I go out later.
Shit! I just realised my mom didn't leave any $ down before she went out! Damn it, she must have forgotten about it la. Zzz
Btw, my mom is always trying to act cute!
1 day ago while I was sleeping till around 4pm, my phone suddenly rang.. I became concious & answered the bloody phone. Here's how the conversation went...
Mom : Hello Hello
Me : Where are you?
Mom : In the living room,
Me : Fuck! You're in the living room & you still called me?!?!!?!
Mom : Because your door locked what.
She make me wanna cry & laugh at the same time please, she's like forever showing stunts,
Urgh, but luckily I have her to spice up my Life ;)

Alright, enough of my irritating mother, HAHA.
Out of curiosity, I tried on no degree coloured lens ytd.. hehehEHhehex

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Okay, that's all for now. Goodbye, have a nice day ahead! :)

Chilling...

2008-12-02T12:41:00.004+08:00

1. I slept at 4am & woke up at 7 in the Morning. Wtf is this
2. I keep shitting after eating my breakfast (Fishball noodle)
3. I feel like highlighting my hair blonde
4. I can't wait for my bangs to grow
5. I want to pierce my tongue&ink my mom's name, but I'm afraid of pain.
6. I feel like sitting the Singapore Flyer too!
7. I think I need to take up some Chinese articulation lessons -,-
8. I hate ahlians
9. I want/NEED to do some exercise.
10. Let's go swimming/beach? Pei4 Let's buy bikinis again&terrorise Sentosa again!
11. I'm watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall online but mega vid just fuck up me.
12. I can't stand people who scold cb.
13. I just jokingly called my mom to fuck off.
14. I want to play PSP now to kill time.
15. I'm looking down on people who uses thesaurus vocabs wrongly.
16. I feel like murdering the techno guy who fucking blasted his technoz like after MIDNIGHT?!
17. I wanna go overseas but I don't want to die overseas. (you get what I meant?)
18. Stay In Love by Mariah Carey is nice
19. I have many overdue photos but I'm lazy to post it although I'm blogging so often.
20. Okay after typing all these my stomach still hurts.
21. Goodbye, (go and die lah bye) HEY2

Dejected

2008-12-01T00:30:00.004+08:00

Life's getting so boring for me. Waking up everyday with nothing interesting to look forward too sucks. I think it's because of my bad hair that I'm ranting so much. &it's also because of my bad hair that I turn down outings. I think my father's right about me, he said that I'm crazy over my fringe. Indeed, now when I look at people with bangs I feel so bad for myself.... Is it me or is it my hair is really growing at a abnormally slow speed? Okay! Enough of the screwed hair, it's getting on my nerves.

I think getting a job will help but it seems like there are many other people out there like me looking desperately for a job so I don't stand any chance as the spaces a filled up in a lightning speed. Sigh. I need $$$$$$$$$ to fund my shopping needs, those clothings in my wardrobe need to fuck off and I need to add in more clothings. It's damn depressing when you cannot get the clothes you see because you do not have enough cash in your wallet. It seems I'd matured a little because I no longer aim for the clothing & get it within 1 week. You know I'm so sad now because I always need to rack my brains to think of nice clothings to wear for my outing the next day, and at the end of the day I realised that I do not have any more in my wardrobe :( Which girl doesn't want to look pretty when walking on the streets, not saying I'm gorgeous lah. But still, I need to look good to feel good. Without nice apparels, without a nice fringe, I feel like shit. & I'm so ashamed of going out. I wondered how I survived when I'm out ytd..... My confidence level totally drop to the rock bottom. It feels like I can continue ranting without a full stop.. But I don't care because this is a blog, a blog that I hope not many people will be reading.
There's alot of things that I want to do now, too many that I always tossed & turned around my bed to think of how to get $ to fulfill my wants. I think I need to rob the bank, so don't be surprised if you see me on the newspaper cover.. I'm so bored now, loooks like I am the only 1 left spending the lonely weekends myself.. Why Why Why?
When I'm on hiatus, I want to have more than 24 hr/day, but when I'm bored, I wished that the day is shorten by half. I wished 3am come faster so I'll be able to fall asleep. It's becoming an impossible task for me to doze before 3am. I can only feel the urgency to sleep at 3am. My parents think I'm a monster because I wakes up only after 3pm on average.... Seriously, I think that it's perfectly fine to sleep till this time because I would have wasted half of the day(: That's exactly what I wanna do, just sleep away my life. Waiting for miracles to happen, waiting for my hair to grow, waiting for my complexion to be better, probably waiting for my extra fats to shed off. Because I suddenly realised that I've never been skinny since I enter sec school life...
I suddenly missed my fat boy, if he's online he would entertain me with his jokes.. I bet he's partying out there man... Gosh, I suddenly felt that I'm typing,talking like a person with no life.. Okay maybe thats true. My life's getting boring... Going out seems to be a chore now, but at the same time, I want to go out, get out of my house to find fun. But it seems crappy now because my fringe just fucked up my life(Okay back to the fringe topic -,-)
Luckily someone interesting talked to me online, if not I can keep typing for days, years, centuries...

(Pardon all the spelling mistakes&disgusting vocab if there's any)
Adios

Sucker la peepee

2008-11-30T19:09:00.005+08:00

Kindly stop the music before playing the video (:

In case you're wondering who the hell is the person talking, that person is Me.
(This vid was done very very long ago)
I hate staying at home, because staying at home = Eat, Tv, Com, Eat, Eat _|_
Forever revolving around food -,-
I just finished another packet of cracker because nobody's at home to fucking cook dinner for me!
Parents are happily shopping at Taka now, my brother's enjoying his dinner eating Sushi buffet with his friends. & I'm wasting my life at home snacking on junk food! ):
Damn it! Luckily my fringe did grew a little & I'll be seeing light tmr because I'm fucking going out,
Great!!!!!!!!!!! I know my fringe is not much of a diff to others around me, but I really think that it's a big deal you know! Like my bangs are no longer covering half of my eyes anymore.......
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Part 1

2008-11-30T17:03:00.003+08:00

Btw this is Clara! Many failed attempts to take a decent photograph.. This is the best already

Wait

2008-11-30T15:00:00.002+08:00

I had finally uploaded all the prom pictures (pretty laid back I know)
but I have like exactly 100 photos to upload into photobucket, & I'm fucking tired now......................
I swear I swear I swear I'll upload it SOON okay....................
I need to get some sleeep...

10 facts,

2008-11-28T23:00:00.004+08:00

Give me a win win solution for this problem I'm facing now,
I can't seem to get my mind of it.
I think I need to divert my attention to some other things instead!
So here's 10 facts about myself! (I got this idea from Shao's blog!)

#01 - I have a habit of biting my nails & chewing off the so called dead skin when I'm very very young... (definitely not as marvelous as Itt's chewing skills) But I swear I'd stop this habit when I'm primary 3? My auntie will stuff chilli the moment I start to bite & chew again! In addition to that, they kept scaring me with those images of the amount of nails&skins that cannot be digested in my stomach...

#02 - My right eye lashes are more then my left eye lashes, but my left eye lashes are longer then my right eye lashes! (Okay, this is totally random)

#03 - I got slapped by my mom for the first time when I'm very very young because I scolded her Vain. Horrible Terrible Vegetable... :(

#04 - Me&my bro nearly set a fire in a boutique in Malaysia by burning papers under the strong&warm spotlight.. My brother roped me in to join him okay! It's always his silly idea to do all those stupid stuffs&I always happened to be his partner in crime. After that incident, my Dad used his belt to cane us in the hotel&we jumped around the beds to escape from him. Woo! Exciting but painful experience man.

#05 - I get hungry every 3 hours&I cannot go without at least 3 meals a day, if not I'll curl up like a prawn on the floor groaning in pain because of gastric.

#06 - I hate techno forever & ever, I cannot fucking bring myself to like it. I'll get fucking mad when someone asked me to send them Techno songs online or whatever. (Hello! Do I look like a fucking listen to technos?!)

#07 - I have a higher then average nose bridge which I got from my Dad. I used to find it unbearable when most of the relatives said that I look like him more then my mom. I want to look more like my mom so badly because my mom is so much nicer looking then him! But as I grow older, my nose bridge is getting more defined! & I love it! My dad finally gave me something nice.

#08 - I have a Woman in my family who likes to act cute, & that person is my Mom. She can run towards me in a retarded way & when I shun her off, she'll always say "Fine, next time I don't talk to you already" & I remembered that she told me this when I asked her why she likes to act cute, "Without me acting cute you think this family will still be so funny meh?" Hmmmm, sounds quite logical though!

#09 - Imma big fat monster, I love to scare my pet goldfish last time until it kept shitting, (I tried that on J's tortoise too... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) But I will love to keep a poodle when I grow older&I swear I will not scare him okay. (:

#10 - I am a brave young girl who dares to catch any home pest, like lizards, cockroach, beetle. (:
So if your house got any of those that I mentioned above, give me a call&I'll rescue you from the terrifying pests! (Jk lah, you think I'm that free is it?)

I finally sort out my thinkings after this post (:
Ciao!

):

2008-11-28T18:45:00.005+08:00

There goes our long history of sheer romance.

Tears took a long ride round my eyes,
My heart wallowed in sorrow,
Leaving me in a state of despair,
Struggling in the whirlpool of never ending questions,

Can someone hear me?

A teenage girl risks everything when she falls in love with a vampire.

2008-11-28T15:24:00.004+08:00

My attempts to give myself a makeover failed so so badly...
My fringe was snipped off in split seconds leaving me in a horrible bad hair state..
Zomg, I swear upon my dog that I look like a China Kid... HAHAHAHAHA
My best bangs award fly already all thanks to my laziness man,
I were too lazy to cut my bangs myself & decided to pay others to do it for me,
therefore it's amazingly short now, this also explains why I am blogging at 3.29pm
because I won't be going anywhere but home for today.
By the way, my dog(ahwang) called me at 3pm just now when I just woke up (his timing damn accurate siol)

Wang :Later night need to acc me go town buy presents for S leh, you rmb not?
Me : Nb!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I'm giving it a miss. Home alone today.
Wang : Wtf, don't give me nonsense like you staying at home hor
Me : Ya lah, my fringe screwed, everything also screwed, go out will kana catch by police because my fringe too short.
Wang : haha dui you, go lah. I don't know what to buy.
Me : Aiyer buy dog food for her lah, your gf leh. Also a bitch. (female dog)
Wang : What dog food brand is nice for her ah?
Me : YOU DIE, I BLOG THIS UP YOU CAN GO FUCK UP ALREADY. HAHAHAHAHA

Ytd I asked one fucker what she want to go when she's eighteen,
She told me she's going to buy cigs & beer, I asked her to fuck off because she already bought all those even w/o being eighteen.
Therefore I gave her another better suggestion,
Book the whole club, but I won't be going in. (underage)
HAHAHAHA what lousy suggestion.
Okay lah bye, I need to continue my rotting plans at home

2008-11-27T01:33:00.000+08:00

It felt like I just fucked up my world.

You're like a sound in me.

2008-11-23T01:10:00.005+08:00

Edited with one pic of me!}
In case you miss my face okay! I'm leaving for my class chalet&bao is not going :(
But I'm still going! Because cal say he will acc me ah, so won't be so lonely on the way to Tanah Merah.. Hahahahaha!
Alright, will be back soon!

XOXO

Have anyone mentioned that you're like a low class Dog desperately trying to evolve into Beverly Hills' ChiHuahua?

I see you amongst the Stars,

2008-11-21T22:24:00.011+08:00

(Huge pictures post!)

The biological clock says that it's 10.35pm now!
It's kinda early.. Therefore I decided to do like a decent entry, since my blog hits are jumping
like mad. I suppose there will be people reading this post right? (:
Seriously I didn't expect much hits from this wordy blog until I put up the counter!
I'm also shocked that a few unexpected people came&talk to me about my blog post recently..

For today! My alarm rang at 2.00pm and obviously I didn't respond to it at all until it's around 2.30pm. But! I went back to sleep after texting Bf..... hHEhEHEHehe. What's new man?
Headed over to his house soon after I woke up at around 3 + & became a mac delivery person
to deliver Mac spicy meal with chilli, bbq, curry&mayo sauce.. Crazy boy eat so many diff sauces, the Indian woman who served me also think that I'm mad to ask from her for almost all the sauces..
Spent some quality time with each other, left his house around 7 & headed over to Ntuc to get some stuffs. I took loads of snacks along too, (that's to prevent me from going out).
Pass by amk central on my way home & I disliked that place.. Or rather some typical people out there.. Urgh, shall not elaborate any further before I slammed my keyboard while typing it.
Wrapped up the day by having dinner at home with my parents & I totally enjoyed eating the meal today although it's like the normal dishes my mother prepared.. But it has really been long since I had my meals at home.

Alright, I'm in a goody good mood today! So I'll upload some recent miscellaneous pictures!

(The masked man attacks!)

(WOOO, MY EXP ROCK!)

(Town until eyes cock)

(Sheesha baby!)

I have a sudden urge to talk about prom man, although the whole world's talking about it!
The fun thing about prom is that you get to dress each other up, but obviously I didn't make any effort in dressing myself up! Seriously, the girls in our school really gave me a big shock when they are all so ready for Prom! They pay to do make up, pay to make their hair, you can really see great efforts put in to look good on their night! Whereas me, being lazy as usual just smacked up some make up,falsies&off I went for prom! But I really must thank Sharon for lending me the dress, the heels & even the clutch I'm holding on that night!
The memorable thing about prom is that we get to take many many pictures with one another, smiling until your face become so default... And I think for that night my cheeks were even feeling sore from smiling! Hahahahaha!
The worst thing about prom is I had to walk around with that killer heels!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no idea how those girls could stand wearing heels & walk/run around without feeling any pain... Oh man, who stated that prom must wear heels to ah? Girls are so poor thing man, we have to bear the pain to look good... Urgh, luckily after that night I need not slip on those killer heels already! Thank god, I still love my flats! Rock on flats! (:
P/S : Anyway, those who wants me to send their prom photos to them will have to wait, because my cable is not with me now, & I couldn't upload it! Those photos you see up there are those few that I have collected from my friends.

HehHEHEheex, a big big round of applause to those who manage to finish reading this wordy naggy post.
Oh yah! Almost forgot something, should I really put a tagboard up in my blog? (Give me your response on msn!)
Adios!

Edited with Vid}

Fuck man, I nearly died when Jamine showed me this vid just now,
His One Two Three Four at the starting of the vid Shocked me -,-

Super Model of year 2008

2008-11-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

VIDEO!!!!!!!!!

Omg, it's such a chore to upload so many photos..
This explains the lack of photos I have in my blog hur (:
BTW, MY BLOG HITS ARE SCARY ME...

Counter...

2008-11-20T22:34:00.002+08:00

(Yay! Only 1 pic of prom!)

Hello, it's a rare sight to catch me online right? (This is what Ben10 said...)
Btw, I put a blog counter in my blog which is kinda lame -,-
But since I put one for him so I shall put one for myself too right,
Kekekeke
Bye, let's enjoy this wordy blog. Kewls

Moodswings

2008-11-20T14:44:00.003+08:00

Moodswings just killed my day...
I came home this morning, & bloody woke up at 1pm...............................................
Should have given myself more beauty sleep instead of exposing myself to the light..
I am Frustrated now, & I don't know why I'm feeling like thisssssssssssssssssss.
Urgh, bellyx the uncomfortable now because the weather is getting a little too stuffy,
Btw, last night didn't get too tipsy, carlsberg somehow sucks now..
Menthol light is getting crappy...
I'm going to Lead a healthy life now (Smirk Smirk)

Who's gonna join me in the Healthy Lifestyle Campaign?
Rightttttt, next week gonna be having alcohol as my plain water.
No. Fun. Already.

Anyway, I just realised close friends will never ever ask me to club, only those peabrains idiot outside keep pestering me to go.
C'monnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, I never once stepped into any clubs, not because I'm ignorant, it is just not my cup of tea.........
Understood? Yes? No?
I'll dunk your head in the toilet bowl if anyone pester me again.
At least, for now, give me a break.

Btw, Comments disallowed, (Anyway also nobody comment)
Kewlz, Balls, Pussycat Dolls.

2008-11-18T22:01:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii, I just did my accounts for the past 5 days & I realised that I just burnt a hole in my pocket! Or rather, my Mom's pocket? Hmmm Hmmm, I guess I should take up a job soon to fund my wardrobe if not my mom will start calling me a $ sucker right?
I think I'm not talking any sense as usuallllllllll, but I'm like just trying to make this blog as wordy as possible! (: Cheese!
Okay, what should I say next? Oh yes, & I think this blog will have more readers so I guess my freedom to blog here is lesser already, so catch me on my wordpress! (Provided you know what's my wordpress link lah) Hurhurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm, this is getting boringg&I feel like eating cheese friez now..................... Should I get it later on my way home? hmmhmm, contemplating huh..
Burning my brain cells just to think of it
OH YAH, Btw, there's prom tmr, & I swear I'll just blog up 1 pic of my prom night
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHA. Aww, I'm being sucha a fucker right. but this post long enough hor.
Byebye
I met a boy, he looks like a butch
He's taller then me by one head.
He have cute bunny teeth.
He's fuck thin ( I'm like 2times of him) HeheHEhehehe
Okay lah, He cute, I like him.
Byebye, Stop guessing lah, I SAY STOP GUESSING.
BYE

2008-11-17T01:49:00.003+08:00

(Bird enough?)

1)Do you always answer your phone?
- Must check out who's the caller first ;)

2) Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
- prank call loh, what else?

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
- BLUE, ACT ANGMOH. hahaha

4) Do u Like Dr Pepper ?
- Wtf, I prefer Mr SALT.

5)Do you own a digital camera?
- No leh, my phone good enough already. * Smirk

6)Have you ever had a pet fish?
- Ya! Goldfish, fighting fish, guapa(sp), but all died I scare some to death. HAHAHA

What’s on your wish list for your birthday?
- I wish to finished the world's food resources HAHAHAHAHA'

9) Can you do push ups?
- Ya, right. cannot see my biceps meh?

10) Can you do a chin up?
- Ya, chin long enough, stand up also can touch already.

11)Is the future make you more nervous or excited?
- O.O When I grow up - pussycat dolls

12) Do you have any saved texts?
- What for?

13) Ever been in a spore flyer?
- No? Lame shit

14) Do you have an accent?
- Hahaha. I speak like an eeedian

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
- This is dumb

16) Plans tonight?
- Sleep, dream of being a millionaire wifey

17)Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
- HAHAHAHAHA no

20) Current worry(s)?
- I'll grow so much fatter before prom night which is 2 days later...

22) Met someone who changed your life?
- I don't need people to fucking change my life for me loh, I ownself pro enough to do it.

23) How did you celebrate in the past New Year?
- gong xi fa cai, ang bao na lai

24) What song represents you?
- Cuppycake, strawberry shortcake. HAHAHAHAHA

25) Name three people who might complete this?
- Errrrrrr, complete what?

26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- Maybe if I go back time, I'll be Jay chou wife already. HAHAHAHAHA

27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- I wished to, but never did I

28) Do you have any tattoo/piercing?
- I want to ink my back

29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
- O.O Kewls baby

31) Would you be a ninja?
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA NINJA TURTLE MAN

33) Ever had someone sing to you?
- Yes.. I melted the next moment

35) What is in your pocket?
- Lol, lame shit

37) Have you held hands with anyone today?
- I hold my hands everyday HAHAHA lame shit

38) Who was the last person you took a picture of?
- My kewlz boy

40) How many TVs do you have in your house?
- THREE TREE THREE TREE 3! (I know I'm annoying,)

41) Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
- Old, I don't like to make new friends.

42) How many people of the opposite sex you held hands with?
- WAHLAO, COUNT UNTIL TMR ALSO CANNOT COUNT FINISH. HAHAHAHA JK

Going on hiatus (cliche yea?)
Times flies? (cliche yea?)
Okay, kcuf you pussycat doll.
bye

Joel damn cool, not.

2008-11-14T15:05:00.003+08:00

I woke up not long, that ^act cool guy Joel talked to me,
He abit funny, but I think not that funny because I now very hungry,
I think I later late late then go out.
My broken english rocks your mother's pussycat doll!
Bye

Crap

2008-11-13T00:45:00.001+08:00

These shoes are not mine, bring them back home instead.
I'm wearing a size 4 not a size 5.
What to do? Life's like that.

Rain rain go away...

2008-11-12T18:46:00.005+08:00

It's pouring like mad over here, & I guess I need to wear my Raincoat out later ):
Or maybe I should call for cab right? But then the rain is really mad!!
I shall rot at home a little while more, praying hard that the stupid rain will go off.

Urghh! I need to get a job like hell soon? I'm so afraid that I won't have any cash to spend...
I want to occupy myself with lotsa stuffs! (:

Hahaha anyway, fuck you 1000000 times for making me feel like a loser yesterday!
Your bloody jokes make me feel so embarrassed because those replies I received from the girls were " I love you too! " but the guys replies were not fantastic at all loh. My reputation is tarnished by you overnight... ): HehehehHEhehehex

I'm feeling like a piece of faggot nowadays because most of my late nights were spent pondering over the same old stuffs. Hello, it's time to knock some sense into me alright?
For now, I need to just chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

L.O.V.E not my cup of T.E.A
(Even if I miss you, you still not missing me)

You know something? I'm going to leave now, hahahaha!
Bye ^^ I love you, he, she, me, him,her. Mwahs!

Love?

2008-11-11T13:16:00.004+08:00

(This is a wordy post)

You know what, I really feel like doing a Screamoooo now because the torturing O levels are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then, I thought again... Actually I really should not rejoice over it, as I did not put in as much effort, & I know I'm bound to regret when I receive my results.. Hmmm, okay so yeah. After my last paper, I went to catch Quantum of Solace, & I fell asleep during the movie. HAHAHAHA! I couldn't help it alright, the Brands I drank this morning wasn't strong enough to keep me awake till then.

Brb, I have a sudden urge to shit...

15 mins later...

Okay, so I just went to LS :S haha. The bloody cinema was freezing cold&I really felt that my limbs went numb man, in the cinema I can't wait to fly home because I was feeling very bloated, I had mac griddles meal&one box of sushi! Hahah! I ate fucking alot, &even though I knew that I had enough, I still went ahead to buy my sushi! :( Hmmm, after the movie, I rushed home&sat infront of the computer to blog, actually I realised I'm quite into blogging now hur. hehHEhehex.
So it's like I'm giving Tampiness folks a miss because my leg is hurting&I think I should refrain from exerting it too much. Hmmm, maybe I shall pay a visit at the colourful balls area later evening manz. You know I have so many things I want to do, but I don't know how to organise my time to make the trip fruitful...

Okay, let's change a topic,
I recently had troubles falling asleep as I'm used to knocking out at 3am&getting up at 3pm!
But I really wanna fall asleep, because I love my dreams every night,
All the dreams I had were something got to do with Love hur, (Aiyer, I'm too lonely already) Hehehehe. But I love my dreams, it's so real&it always happen to be what I've been thinking/doing of in the early part of the day! It just happened that in the dream it happened to be the total opposite with totally different persons in it! Cool right ;)
Btw,I had this dream 2 nights ago, it's about prom night! I dreamt that I did not put any make up or even dress myself up properly got this event... I totally freaked out&went to the toilet to put some eyeshadow. & I totally suck at putting make up, I made myself look like a clown instead! ):
I guess this was the only Bad dream I had after so long! (So you can imagine how nice are my dreams)

Alright, I think I'd type out a whole chunk of words&it's more then enough for the day!
My eyelids are getting heavier as I type out an alphabelt... Yawns^
Btw! I'm currently free like a bird, so you guys can ask me out for anything that's fun!
I missed roaming around streets, maybe I should join another group of friends, like what they said... But I don't like to make new friends leh, I guess it's really time for me to be sociable again!
Cheers to my good life from this minute onwards! (:
Thats all for now, as I'm gonna recharged myself for more bustling activity ahead!
Ciaos!

Anyway, I'm damn glad I did not text you.
urgh, what was I even thinking????????????
I must use my brain to think, not my heart. (Chants like a non-stop remix)

1 2 3 4

2008-11-10T18:31:00.003+08:00

Before you choose to proceed I must inform you that this post is meaningless.
Bloody hell..................
You know I feel that I've wasted the whole of today without studying for the MCQ paper which is crashing down in less then 24 hours?! ):

I woke up at 3pm,
I slacked around at home,
I surf the net for porn(HEhHEhehe jk)
I ordered my Mega mac spicy meal delivery,
I eat until I want to puke, because the patty now sucks, not tender at alllll
I went to shit right after I ate the stupid meal
My mom came back home, I rushed to eat my fav Rojak man's Rojak right after I cleared my bowels
I log into Friendster & accept all my requests&view Chiobuz
After doing all this shit, I'm back here blogging,
&I'm going to Shit again after I publish the post.

Urghhhhh, my life's forever revolving around food!!!!
I hate to limp around loh, if not I can get out of this fucking house & look for my joy :(
Tmd, I want freedom, I want to Tattoo my mom's name on my hand.
I'm dead serious, just that I'm afraid of pain :(
Ciaos!

My Sunshines,

2008-11-10T15:35:00.002+08:00

(Eh the floor got gold! HAHAHA jk)

Good afternoon! Its like 3.30pm now&I just got to see Sunshine half an hour ago ;)
Alright so I got all the photos from the Efficient shao, but I decided not to post all up yet,
mainly because I'm a pig, I'm lazy to post it all up. HAHAHA
Morever! My house don't have any food left! & I'm dying of hunger already.. Nobody's at home to cook lunch for me ):
Die lah, need to waste money call mac delivery again. Tmd.

I'm trying to smile awkwardly so that her camera can Auto detect my smile, but I look like a shit here. HAHAHAHAHA.
Ciao!

Adoration

2008-11-09T23:39:00.004+08:00

Okay what, before you watch the video.
The guy that I'm adoring is not that short contestant at the starting of the video,It's the sexy tall judge. Wooooooooo

I'll say Yes to Shin if he proposes to me!
Zomg totally insane man.
He has,
The height,
An alluring look,
A robust build,
An most of all, I think he's so fucking hawt lah
Hot as in Hot tempered
&he feels like a chauvinistic man too! (Okay I don't really know how to spell that word)
Falling head over heels for him babey! (:
Btw, this is the only Chinese program I enjoy watching.
HAHAHAHA!
I'm being so random, but very seldom I'll feel so great for a Chinese guy loh,
hehehHEhhex

You're one in a Million

2008-11-09T14:43:00.005+08:00

Oh yeahhhhhhhhh! I'm finally back from a disastrous Saturday!
The foursome headed down to East Coast Park to cycle,
& guess what! I injured my bloody motherfucking foot. :(
It's damn exaggerating I swear, Hahah! I saw my tiny puny food entwined in the spinning bicycle wheel&I stunned for like 3 secs looking at the pathetic Foot stuck in the wheel.
It did not really hurt at first but it went numb for quite some time,
& I thought it wasn't that bad until I saw the underside of my foot!
It's fucking bleeding&the wound is Gross -,- (WOooz)
HAHAHAHAHA even my havannias curled&turned in the wheel like a rubber,
So can you imagine my foot?! HAHAHAHA
Alright, I think I'm insane, because I think it's quite funny when I'm typing out this post,
even though I'm in a pathetic state now.. Hehehehe
I can't really balance my fat body with my swollen foot&I have to limp/drag my foot while walking! Because of the damn foot, I have to cancel my activities for today, fuck this shit. :(
I hope it recovers like bloody fast so I can be as active again! :)

Damn it, I realise I cannot stop ranting about my swollen foot lor. HAHA!
OKAY LAH! Bad things aside! Anyway, we really had the whole world of fun yesterday even though its only 4 of us :) Nice companion, Nice pictures&Nice jokes hurhur. HehehHEhEx
Okay, pictures some other time as all of it were taken with Shao stylo milo camo!
(btw, I look damn ridiculous on that day, or should I say everyday? HAHAHAHAH)

(swollen cheeks alert!)
This post is getting way tooo longgggggggggggg, not my styleez to type so long siaxzx.
HAHAHA! But one last thing before I go!
I think I'm fucking gaining weight in a lightning speed lah! I hate to wear clothes now, because I look damn ridiculously fat&ridiculous ):
Now with this swollen leg then cannot exercise already, only can swim!
Hahahaha Crappy siol.
Okay lah bye. (:

I'll put a flower in your hair

2008-11-08T01:55:00.002+08:00

IT'S 2AM NOW!
& I BET THAT PIG IS ENJOYING HIS LIFE OUTSIDE NOW :(
PATHETIC ME, I became a curfew girl :(
My mother rejected me right at my face when I tell her I'm going out around 1+
Wth is wrong with Life now man! Roar
I hope breakfast later on will be better then :D
Goodnight! I'm starting to love those people reading my blog ^^
Mwahs!

Give me a moment that Last,

2008-11-07T22:59:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Dogs, Bitches, Motherfaggots.
(is my opening statement catchy enough?) HEhEheHehz
I'm back into this sincere virtual world of Blogging!
Rightttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, O.O
I don't know what makes me feel like blogging again, probably because I managed to squeeze some hardworking juice of me out to blog ;)
Anyway, this whole week of my Life totally suck like a piece of rotten cake.
So let's summarise my life for this whole week

On average I'll sleep approx. 12 hours per day
Wake up only around 2 plus 3PM
Slack around at home,
Go out
Come home only after Midnight,
Sleep again

Definitely other then doing all these things, I still kept my voracious appetite lah!
I eat more then Normal human beings do, & when I'm not given food,
I scream, I yell, I roll on the floor until I'm given FOOD
Okay, btw
I'm damn screwed up lah
I think you suck, you somehow suck too, you confirm suck!
I can't stop throwing tantrums like a spoil brat! :(
But seriously la, I cannot control it at all,
I think it's because I think I deserve to play harder then this! HAHAHAHA KIDDING -,-
Alright, enough of typing all these shit already,
I'm very very hungry so I must go dig some food before I turn into a HUNGRY GRUMPY MONSTER!

Oh! In case you guys missed me (Which I guess nobody's reading this Blogspot anymore)
hehHEHEhehez

BAI BAI. (Btw, I allow comments after every post already, Comment okay, I very bored now)
HAHA & pardon my rude way of blogging,
Will be back to the demure Eunice soon, Kekekekkekekexxx

Be (Right) Back

2008-10-27T14:45:00.005+08:00

Hello&Goodbye people,

I think I ought to give myself some time to piece everything back to normal.
&I'm definitely not trying to imply that my Life is in a turmoil now.
Words are not strong enough to describe it,

Watch this space! I'll be just right back (:

Anyway! This is a vid I got from Joel's blog! It's fucking cute I swear!

Game over

2008-10-26T15:25:00.004+08:00

Get me a place where I can type out my unhappiness without people probing.

Cool, I typed out my whole chunk of misery, but I deleted it right after typing.
(Fuck, I accumulated all my anger in me&I nearly broke down)

I need a breather.

2008-10-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

2008-10-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

I thought I would spend my day outside, but I were too exhausted from the 2 maths paper that I hit the sack instead...
Anyway, My O levels are such disappointment.
Sometimes it really doesn't make me wanna continue study for the other subjects,
it totally left me so drained out.
I want to Give up, but I know I can't,
Argh, I want to die.
This is my first time in my entire life that I'm worrying so much for my studies -,-

Okay lah bye, this blog no longer private loh,
Hate it when outsider reads about my post & comment about it when they're not even in my shoes? -,- Ta ni mama.

I think I'm gonna post more at my wordpress
Bye.
I hate the world for making me feel so dumb -,-

2008-10-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

{Bao on the head}

CHAO CHEE BYE I COME ONLINE THEN TALK NIAO WITH ME
TA NI DE MAMA NO BALLS IS IT?
KAO FATHER KAO BU.
NIAO BU LAH YOU

Hahaha! Some fucking bastard who busted me on msn called me to scold him with the crudest hokkien bad word I know. Apparently, this is the best I can do.
Lol!

OKAY BYE!

Crestfallen

2008-10-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

I want to Die,
I want to Cry,

I can't believe I actually screwed my A maths,
Z okay shall chuck that aside, have been thinking of how disappointing my A Maths was..
It's a fucking Niao day,

I can't imagine me taking O level Geog paper tmr when I hardly remember anything now when it's already 10.56PM now.
Fuck it real hard man.
Z
Z
Z

Niaooooooooooooooooooo Lang, Busted liao loh.
GG
ALREADY

):

2008-10-21T23:13:00.003+08:00

It's a Elle Oh Vee Eeee Day!
(Hearts)

2008-10-20T23:03:00.004+08:00

It's only 11.03pm now, many hours before English O levels commence.
However, I'm starting to panic now after talking to some people about the English letter formats.
Somehow its very absurd that I actually forgot how to write a proper proposal when the chances of it coming out is like 95%?!
Oh crap.. I really need some holy mama blessings from the gods up there.. Failing English will mean that its a waste of time taking the rest of the subjects as without a pass grade in English it won't bring you to anywhere far.

Anyway, my stand is that O levels does NOT determine your future, its not like having an All As O level cert will GUARANTEE you a high pay job in future? Maybe it really does to some Lucky chaps? I really do not know. But in the future I want to get a job that interest me alot, definitely not some typical office girl sitting infront of the damn computer&spending the rest of their lives working their ass off. I don't mind being an average employee taking an average salary provided that the job is something I will take liking for. But! I'm not going to stay on for my whole life. Because I'm ambitious, hehehehe, I don't want to be an employee for life, I want to be a EMPLOYER. Anyway, who enjoys serving others? I wanna be someone who recruits others to work for him/her,&also someone who lead others to make money for him/her.
But as I'm typing this, many questions popped into my mind.
Without a Proper education in life, how are you going to make others work for you?
Without a Proper education in life, how are you going to have money first before you establish your enterprise?
Without a Proper education, how the hell are you gonna Lead others!?
&here I am, drowning myself in a whirlpool of never ending questions...

Then again, I thought.
"Life's like that, full of contradictions isn't it?"

Damn... This is an Ironical post.. Hahaha
(btw, I realised that I'm multi posting when I should be studying real hard now)

Ciaos!

To Do List for Today

2008-10-20T14:05:00.004+08:00

Master Differentiation&Integration
E Maths Pass with Distinction, Exercise 6&7Paper 1
Start on Geog Chapter 9 Notes

& the list continues if time permits me to...

With no Handle bars

2008-10-19T21:00:00.002+08:00

Mom : The 2nd floor aunty brought 2 yoghurt ice cream up for us.
Me : Lol!? Why?
Mom : Because they wanna apologise as their dog keep barking&barking in the middle of the night
Me : No wonder nowadays seldom hear the dog's barking.

This meant that the Aunty knew that we often curse&swear the dog whenever we passed by her corridor
We were even childish enough to provoke the dog by barking at it too. Even my grandma had a part in it -,-
" Stupid Dog " (In cantonese)